..::happiness everyday::..
it was a busy morning and i have to rush for the CC lunch. . .
YOU were there too. . .other than looking tired and shag and of coss not as active as ur normal times. .
i din notice much since YOU were just beside me. . .i only know later frm kel n joy that ur gums were bleeding and you have bruises on ur legs. . .
i got a big shock on tues night, midnight, frm ms yee that YOU just had an operation! ! ! and in icu..
i was even more stunned when i rejected the call frm ms yee and received e msg that YOU passed away already on wed morning. . . immediately ms yee n i went down. . and then sorta relieved that at the very least YOU were still living on life machine. . .
we stayed there, looking at YOU so peacefully slping on e bed, looking at ur parents n ur younger brother n ur gf, tears just rolled down my cheeks... uncontrollablely. . .
YOU jerked
YOU have tears in ur eyes
YOU still have reaction
when we talked to YOU . .
we went to see YOU again on thurs evening. . .
YOU underwent the brain test. . .
and finally YOU were pronounced brain dead. . .
BUT we still had hope and feel that YOU were still around us! ! !
we even made a bottle of stars that night
and read out letters meant for YOU. . .
i went to see YOU on fri noon. . .
YOU looked better and ur lower lip was not as swollen as the day before. . .
i had hope on YOU. .
i still believe that YOU were still struggling very hard. . .
i passed by guanyin temple in bugis in e afternoon. . .
i prayed for YOU. . .
and 4 or 5 attempts, it doesnt sheng bei~
of cos i was affected but assured myself that it is jux for reference. . .
i met ck in e training at pa
he told me bout YOU. . .
he asked his shi fu bout YOU too. . .
i was again even more affected. . .
i went back to see YOU after the training. . .
ur eyes were half opened. .
i talked more w YOU
and YOU responded w ur teary eyes. . .
i went to see YOU again on sat evening. . .
i was told that e nurse says that ur condition is critical. . .
i dun believe till i saw that. . . . .
ur face turns slight dark le...
ur lower lips is back to swollen again. . .
and this time eyes closed even tighter. . .
but i know. . .
YOU are still doing ur best to struggle. .
for i see ur eyes still have tears. . .
i went back at 9plus cos i had made a promise already. . .
but still praying hard for the miracle to happen. . . . . . .
it is still a sleepy SUNDAY morning. .
when i received e call. . and i dun bother first. . .
then message came in. . .
I WAS AWOKE IMMEDIATELY ! ! !
and rushed to e hospital. .
only know that YOU were sent back home. .
peacefully. . .
lying at the rather sqeezy rectangular bed. . .
i believe that
YOU dun want to drag further?
YOU already see whoever has visited you?
YOU doesnt want the people around you to feel even more shag or upset?
YOU have done your best to struggle?
YOU wanted to release the burdens of everyone of making the effort to come and see you?
YOU are contented in living till now?
YOU are satisfied of how you have lived for close to 19 years?
YOU are also just curious of what's in the next world?
YOU . . .
YOU . . . . . .
YOU . . . . . . . . .
i am really grateful to know such a good yec friend like you
i enjoyed the times spent during the helping out of events
i wun forget the times that we all went to chingay and had so much fun
i wun forget when you like to be curious about anything
i . . . . . .
i believe that you will live well in the next world,
JORDAN TAN JUN JIE
(ur name is in pink! cos u simply liked pink too much le!! =]] )
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Sunday, February 15, 2009 Stun stun and STUN
1:08:00 PM