..::happiness everyday::..
how did sk spend her 23rd?...
this is an interesting topic to let me rethink what i had done.. i mean really think seriously...
i mean saying the truth..with such wide network of fb, it is rather usual for ppl even to those who had not been contacting you for ages messaging you to send wishes to you. i am fine with it but isnt that not very sincere? i mean how much does it cost to just send a sms? i dunoo..
hmmm this entry could be weeks later before anyone knows what i really feel. simply because i dun update often..but it's kinda interesting cos blog is just any way to release your emotions and yet you might not want ppl to know what you really think..
ever since the age of 22, i really fear when it comes to this 2nd April..although i look perfectly fine when i was with people, i am really not strong or confident enough that people will remember me as a friend. It's heartening not to receive wishes from the people you know especially on this day when you were born.
I have yet to tell anyone about my this inner feelings as i guess that i could be quite emotional at times. i always appear strong and happy-go-lucky in front of people as i believed that there's no point affecting others' good moods.
I seriously hope that this day wun come cos i really fear this day. That kinda of fear really makes me drop tears unknowingly..I really feel that I am happier on any other days other than this 2nd April.
at the same time, i was touched as well as my "brother" called me all the way from australia! my really dear true frend! Not to forget that chan n grace n cyw did call me personally to send their wishes.
It is a relief that this day is finally over.
^_^ sk ^_^
signing off here................. @
Saturday, April 03, 2010 sk's 23rd
2:02:00 AM