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星座

2011-10-09T23:37:00.019+08:00

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Extracting from ⊱⊹星座ღ密语⊹⊰ 之【白羊座❤密语】

【白羊座怪癖，你有哪些？】
1、双重人格，热爱暗恋
2、有时自卑不喜欢跟人打交道，有点闷骚
3、没事喜欢放空
4、失眠或者嗜睡
5、笑起来是个孩子，冷起来是个谜
6、偏执，悲观，轻微强迫症
7、洁癖，言出必行
8、悲观，不自信
9、自恋，自以为是
10、多疑，性格和脾气极端
11、跟自己较劲，瞎琢磨
12、好心肠，易被感动
13、爱讲道理，整理癖
14、爱纠结。❤

【白羊座的特点，像你么？】
1、吃软不吃硬；
2、经常口是心非；
3、很乐观又很悲观；
4、安全感不多；
5、有点感性；
6、有些话即使害怕错过也不说；
7、常常被人骗；
8、小敏感小洁癖小心软；
9、害怕受伤；
10、总说自己不孤单，其实很寂寞；
11、对陌生人冷冷的，熟悉后就嘻嘻哈哈；
12、总表现的很坚强，其实很软弱；
13、总被人误解，却不愿解释。❤

白羊若对你好能把所有最好的东西都给你.不管是情人还是朋友.
但是若你一旦把它惹火了它就会毫不给面得冷漠.

白羊不笨.只是对着朋友只是把心拿出来对待.
白羊很热情很可爱.不喜欢被冷落.他们喜欢搞气氛.
但就是脾气爆炸.爱白羊.你绝对不会后悔.❤

想走进白羊的心里，光有喜欢和爱是不够的，你必须要懂白羊：
要懂白羊逞强里的柔弱，给白羊精神上的支撑；
要懂白羊快乐里的忧伤，给白羊心灵上的呵护；
要懂羊的蛮横不讲理，准确回应白羊眼中的期盼；
要懂白羊心路走向何方，和他风雨同行。
羊的要求其实不多，只是想找一个完全懂白羊的爱人。❤

白羊总是藏起自己的悲伤，表面上，白羊是天真活泼可爱，总是带给别人快乐，然而自己却在独自一人的时候默默的感伤！❤

【白羊座那些嗜好】
1.脾气暴躁、自私自大
2.对烟酒乐在其中、不可自拔
3.酗咖啡和酗玩具
4.输了会承受不住容易怒火攻心
5.喜欢真诚的人
6.爱讲道理
7.爱宅在家里
8.热心易被感动
9.不自信讨厌跟人打交道
10.喜欢真诚的人
你有吗？❤

白羊座女孩特点：
白羊座女孩性格也很奇怪,有时候超爱说话,有时候可以一天不说话,高兴的时候,会拼命的说话,不高兴的时候,一句话也不说。白羊座喜欢孤单，又害怕孤单。白羊座女孩很少会敌视别人,很重视友情,不懂甜言蜜语，不屑拍马屁本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人，她们并不会真的发火。❤

白羊座一向被人们看作是火爆的、冲动的、甚至没有大脑的情绪化却善良的星座。就是这个在外表看来开朗无比的星座，在难过的时候却出奇的安静，自己疗伤，自己恢复，自己在自己的世界里试图遗忘悲伤，受伤的白羊总是会做出一些看似正常实则不同于以往的事情。其实羊们有时候满悲观的，需要人用心感受。❤

白羊很独立,可是这不代表他们不需要依靠,他们需要,很需要!他们需要一份精神上的支持,鼓励和安慰,需要有人关心,有人照顾,有人依赖,需要有人寒夜里问他冷不冷?需要有人在他孤独害怕的时候握紧他们的手,需要有人给他们极大的安全感,一直保护着他们,在任何情况下都能抱紧他们,对他们不离不弃，是这样吧？❤

如果你决定选择一个白羊座的人来爱，请放手去爱，用你全部的爱去爱ta的全部。之所以说白羊座的人值得爱，并不是因为他们有多优秀，而恰恰是因为他们的不完美…
在白羊座的字典里永远没有“利用”两个字，他们不懂得什么叫阿谀奉承，选择你做朋友永远是看你是否“值得交”，而不是看你是否“有价值”。❤

白羊座的人最为真实，他们把怒哀乐都表现在脸上，不懂得什么是伪装，什么叫强颜欢笑，从来都是有一说一，有二就不会说三。就算你很风骚，或很坏，白羊座的人都不会介意，只要你表现的真实，骚但不装清纯，坏但不藏心机，就会被白羊座的人欣赏。❤

白羊座表里如一，从不做作；
讨厌虚伪，厌恶在面具下讨生活，
只能做自己，装不出另一幅模样来
所以，白羊从来都是光明正大，什么话都摆在明面上来说，绝对不会背后给人捅刀子，当人一面背后一面。至于阿谀奉承，拍马屁，见风使舵就更不会了！❤

白羊座的人在正常情况说出的话就一定是真的，请相信他们。他们最讨厌别人对他们的话不相信，然后说什么“你是不是这么想的你心里清楚”之类的话，白羊座的人会觉得特别委屈。要记住社会再黑暗，人们再圆滑，也还是会有一些人保持心中的那一份静土，对别人坦诚的，那就是白羊座。❤

白羊座常常口是心非，想拒绝却开不了口，朋友挺多，但真正懂TA的不多；
白羊不喜欢欠别人，即使欠了，或许在别人不知的情况下就慢慢还清了；
白羊也不喜欢别人欠TA，这是一种平衡；
白羊不喜欢主动联系别人，但绝不是不在乎，
白羊可以安静，也可以疯癫，
不要觉得TA没心没肺，TA只是对很多事看得很开。❤

想必很多白羊总是抱怨自己常常说错话，因为他们有着单纯爽朗的神经，往往说过了才会懊悔，尽管下定决心要努力学会迂回的艺术，但是单纯直接的白羊，却总感到绕上千肠百转实在是相当吃力,其实这也没有什么关系,白羊的可爱正在于他们的简单直接.。这个正是白羊的魅力所在。单纯可爱。❤

【正面的白羊座性格】
热情，凡事兴致冲冲，活泼外向，精力充沛，不拘小节。
【负面的白羊座性格】
缺乏耐性，急躁不安，在感情上要求得太高，不体贴，不懂得照顾自己。
你是哪个呢？❤

白羊要是喜欢一个人,绝对非常忠贞,非常专情的,热情又不失温柔,总能让另一半很开心.我想,白羊更有可能提出分手,而不是爱上另外一个人.如果一个白羊提出了分手,如果在没有什么特殊事的情况下,那就是你们的感情正在降温或是和你在一起让他十分不自由,可是如果羊羊真的很爱你,他会努力让你们的感情再次升温❤

与其实说白羊座脾气火爆，还不如说白羊座不喜欢将温柔外露更为贴切。白羊座一直都认为：自己的温柔只会给最爱的人，对一般人不展示，怕招惹是非，怕产生暧昧，怕让人误会，怕产生不必要的麻烦。虽然，有时会喜怒无常地发脾气，但是，也会对喜欢的人展现发自内心的温柔。❤

白羊座对爱，虽然不喜欢拖泥带水，表面上摆出一副誓死不吃回头草的架势，但是，此时内心是最脆弱的。会想如果你离开ta的生活，就会开始过单身无爱的日子，不知道自己能不能适应，于是就会不自觉地想起了你的好，然后再想到你不再对ta好了心就会疼。或许这也洒不洒脱无关，只是爱过以后留下的伤口罢了❤

白羊座最讨厌的就是拐弯抹角的说话方式，还有闪烁的言辞和游离不定的目光。他们的恋人，必须是有积极的爱情态度，开朗、自信又热情的异性。反正对白羊来说，大家在一起开心，才可以在一起一辈子。成天愁眉苦脸，连他们自己的心情都被你带坏了，哪还有兴趣谈情说爱？你自卑，白羊就会真的看不起你。❤

白羊座人不能保持长时间的细心，但是短时间的单一的事情他们倒是关心备至。你不会一直关注白羊座人的一举一动，可是不代表白羊座人不会这样，很多时候白羊座对于自己喜欢的、重视的人都是极度关注的，只不过这种关注方法是在暗地里而已。他们所重视的细节多是对方的情绪波动及一些小事。❤

白羊座的女生可以对谁都微笑，但是真正的笑容只是对自己真正在乎的朋友，她可以外表装的很无辜且无所谓，但是心里却很在乎，她可以面临一切的困难时很勇敢，其实私下里最怕孤独，她可以用开玩笑的方式说出自己心中的真心话，却在生气时嘴上从来不留情面。❤

【白羊座的10大优点：】
1、脾气来的快去的也快；
2、有斗志，喜欢拼搏；
3、刻苦努力，想尽办法独立门户自己当老板，老总最多的星座之一；
4、重感情，讲义气；
5、别人对他好，定加倍奉还的典型代表；
6、不计前嫌，容易哄；
7、单纯没心机；
8、喜怒言于表，不伪装；
9、做事雷厉风行，有效率；
10、天生的统筹规划专家，计划性强。❤

白羊座最讨厌的人就是在他们面前自以为是，以为魅力无穷的人。对于这种人，下场只有遭到白羊们的冷言讽刺。他们讽刺人的技术是很高的，如果他们不加以控制，一个人会被他们说的无地自容。白羊可能永远也不会知道自己想要的是什么，但是他们一直都很清楚，他们不想要的是什么。❤

【白羊座缺点】
有点偏激但是一针见血。一生冲动的笨蛋，到老都很白目的人，永远活在自己的超小世界当中，冲动，幼稚，还不读书，更惨的是看了一堆书还是抓不到重点！其实老天爷对你不错，起码还给了你一点才华，别老是先做反应再来悔不当初，都已经给你那么多次的惨痛经验了！❤

白羊座并不是花心，只是太容易对一个玩得好的异性产生好感，如果他对你好，你会误以为他对你有感觉，其实最后发现，一切只是自己的自作多情。通常白羊们爱到受伤了，会把眼泪撒在心里，微笑挂在脸上，不给别人看到自己的懦弱，如果你看到白羊在哭泣，那时候，她被伤得很深。❤

白羊对于友谊的定义很简单。遇到问题了沟通解决就ok。白羊只图你是否真心对待，如果白羊为你付出，为你成长，为你改变，为你做的一切你看不到，你不顾及白羊的情感，一次倆次可以，第三次你真的需要当心了！白羊不是没有脾气的绵羊！白羊是想用真心换真心而已。白羊讨厌你用“脑残”回答正经问题。❤

有骨气的白羊座认为分手就分手了，干嘛还牵扯不清呢！他们也很瞧不起回过头来祈求复合的人，因此死都不会接受重新在一起的请求。白羊座会用很冷淡的方式对旧情人，绝对不让对方有机可乘。回心转意的可能性取决于他们自己被旧情人诱惑程度。❤

自主独立性极强的白羊座，不是很相信命运这种东西，习惯靠自己的努力去获得喜欢的一切。而不是等待幸运降临身边，爱情，很自然的是要靠自己去争取的，不管是谁先爱上谁，如果没有进一步的行动，说不定就此和真爱擦肩而过了，还有什么后来的浪漫或眼泪。即使为爱受过伤，也始终相信幸福需要争取。❤

白羊表面上很洒脱，其实，在很多时候，却是放不下的。虽然，不喜欢拖泥带水，言行决定干脆利落，表面上摆出一副誓死不吃回头草的架势，但是，此时内心是最脆弱的。会想如果你离开她的生活，就会开始过单身无爱的日子，不知道自己能不能适应，于是就会不自觉地想起了你的好。❤

白羊并不是真的“很傻很无邪”，而是“很真很潇洒”，他们并不是不了解现实的残酷，并不是看不穿人与人之间利益的熏染，而是他们不想争，不想争并不代表没有野心，不想争并不是因为无能，而是在他们看来，一辈子的友情远远值钱于那短暂的利益❤

你可以有本事让白羊“认输”“认栽”“认倒霉”，但是白羊的字典里永远没有“认错”两个字，明明他们也知道是自己的错......请原谅白羊这个最大的毛病----好面子，其实白羊心里特别想跟你和好，所以这个时候希望你能给白羊一个小小的台阶下......我敢说白羊马上就会主动反省，向你道歉的。 ❤

对白羊座的人来说，爱是一种生命的能量，少了爱情的生活就会变得乏味，因此当白羊座的人一但碰上自己心爱的对象，他就会毫不隐藏的为对方付出，并把自己的一切都奉献给对方，甚至他还会用尽各种方法宠对方，白羊座的人就是要用自己的爱来让对方过得比任何人好❤

白羊的反击力很强，吵架的时侯，白羊可能会说一些很让人伤心的话，相信我，白羊真的不是故意的，那是白羊的直觉反应，吵架就是要吵赢嘛！白羊很可能一说出口就后悔了，可是经常很难拉下脸来，衷心的道歉。不要跟白羊生气，放他一马我保证他心里会很感激，对你加倍的好。❤

永远不要和白羊玩心机，白羊不计较不代表白羊傻，不要因为自己沾了白羊便宜就沾沾自喜，不要以为你伤害了重友情的白羊，他们就会为此而苦恼......白羊的热情和绝情只在转瞬间，白羊只在乎在乎他们的人。❤

羊羊不在乎的话，无论你说什么，你依然什么都不是；羊羊不在乎的话，无聊透顶也不会想和你废话半句。羊羊在乎的话，可以在很累的情况下陪你到很晚，即使第二天还要工作；羊羊在乎的话，可以听完你说一切琐碎事，那些毫无兴趣的事；羊羊在乎的话，可以为你改变所有，迷失自己也在所不惜。❤

白羊喜欢自得其乐，即使不被大家看好的事，白羊也能兴致勃勃，一副跃跃欲试的样子，原因很简单，只是因为白羊觉得这是一件好玩的事，所以就去做了。如果做每一件事都必须想出一大堆的理由，那么人生不是太乏味了吗？❤

❀白羊的两种类型❀
成熟型
健康而积极进取，自信十足，与人相处明快开朗，办事干练，稳健。生命力旺盛，不断要求自我成长，有成熟的风范以及魅力。对感情投入，尽其所能的奉献。
vs
稚气型
外表活泼可爱，思想也稚气未脱，像小孩般任性，以自我为中心。冲动好胜却易感挫折，常中途退缩或转移目标，不敢面对现实。感情方面的占有欲及嫉妒心会过强。
❤

可能没有比白羊座更加乐于助人的人了。所以拥有一位白羊的朋友确乎是一件幸福的事情。只要你开口求他，他有着天然的使命感，有时候即使心理不乐意，但是，很奇怪，白羊们依然会竭尽全力的帮你去完成。乐于助人是白羊的魔咒，只要您开念这个魔咒，基本上就能有求必应。❤

想必很多白羊总是抱怨自己常常说错话，因为他们有着单纯爽朗的神经，往往说过了才会懊悔，尽管下定决心要努力学会迂回的艺术，但是单纯直接的白羊，却总感到绕上千肠百转实在是相当吃力。其实这也没有什么关系。白羊的可爱正在于他们的简单直接，正像天秤的魅力在于圆滑低回的处世之道。❤

白羊座是艺术家辈出的星座，单纯和激情是造就这种情况的根源。卓别林，格列高利派克，马龙白兰度。。。。还有一个将白羊座的特征达到的极致的，梵高。想最深入的理解白羊座的人，就去理解梵高吧。鲜明，纯粹，热情，这就是白羊座的本质。❤

不圆滑，不世故，脾气有点急，不记仇，对繁琐的事情没耐心，容易放弃，没恶意，说话伤人，但不爱占其他人的便宜。这就是白羊。❤

别人认为辛苦的，白羊觉得过瘾;别人认为残酷的，白羊觉得理所当然；别人认为不值得的，白羊觉得那是人生必经的过程;别人认为受伤的，白羊觉得那是想要得到成功就必须付出的代价。别人无法体会白羊奋不顾身的精神，而白羊却正享受着那种痛并快乐着的感觉。❤

到底哪些是真实的我呢？我只能说。。。。大多数吧！！ T.T & ^^

2011-03-23T11:27:00.007+08:00

Underestimating someone is a form of getting bullied but knowing the skill of tackling someone is a form of defence.

this truely describes my feelings since the start of the week. i din expect this kid to be reacting and behaving in this way and all i can say is that i really underestimate her!

There are so many things happening on 1 afternoon and it is the first day of the week when i am working morning shift.. i was already quite zombie as it has been some time ever since i worked from the morning. i received a call at around 1pm+ when i was slightly busy..

PART I

"How did she know that we were attached?"
"Huh what how... and who were attached?"
"You and me lah"
"Huhh... how i know sia.. what is your meaning in asking me this? so do you mean that my friends told her?"
"I dunoo..."
"wahh.. this is between you and her lo.. how could you suspect my friends? thanks ar..."
" I duno lahh.. I am so tired of this.."
" This is between you and her.. nothing to do with me.. please go and solve it yourself man.."
"Haiz... ok lahh..."

-END of phone call conversation-

PART II

wah i didnt know that you were attached to w** k** before!! -10.37am
(this is posted on MY WALL in fb and WTH sia... tagged HIM on my FB!!! what kinda of person is she is man!! i was damn pissed and totally stunned sia!)

So...? - i think around 3.20pm
(this is what is been replied to her..)

o_O -forget what time le..
(irritating expression which makes my blood boil~)

Aiya it is in the past and over le lo.. and it is e biggest mistake/regret in my life.. which i doesnt wish to be reminded ehh.. Nonetheless, I wish you two all the best! Stay happy! ^^ - i think around 6.30pm

(wahhh i was sooo wei da... i wanted to have this on my wall... till midnight whereby people especially those we know read it and know what is happening and what is she made of before i remove it...BUT too bad.. she removed it at around 8pm++..aiyaaa...)

-END of FB WALL MESSAGE-

PART III

Wahhh:) -2.31pm
You and weekia were toget before worX -2.31pm

Hmm soo? -3.29pm

Lol.... -3.34pm
Not bad huh! Why eventually nt tgt? -3.47pm

Not bad?? Hmm.. -5.54pm

Hee! -5.55pm

u go ask him lo... -5.55pm

Isn't it good? -5.55pm

good?... -5.55pm

Huh so funny for me to ask him -5.55pm
Good to be with weekia? -5.56pm

isn't it funny for u to ask me too? -5.56pm

Nah! Girl with girl okay! Later he mistaken n think too far how? -5.57pm
Tell me lah! -5.57pm

What is there to Sk? -6.02pm
What is there to ask? When it is over... and we werent exactly together? -6.03pm

wk-sk:) both gt k:) oops! -6.03pm
Haha:) -6.03pm
Ehhh. Okie lah! Don't ask le... Later u fa pi qi! -6.03pm

What both got... -6.03pm

Both by alphabet k -6.04pm

u got ask him lo.. but to be real exact... we werent' together... he has all e details i believe.. -6.05pm

LOL! He won't tell me de lor! huh! Aiyo.. My guess was right.. Smth gg oh w u n him... Maybe his next gf is m** l*** :):) wahahahas:) -6.07pm
Tell me can? -6.14pm
Ahh:) sorry -9.01pm

-END OF WHATSAPP MESSAGE-

Conclusion: I underestimate her and don't understand why am i getting myself into this kinda of shit!!! zzzz~ his points is dropping further.... hmm does he have points in the first place? LOLL~

有感而发~

2011-02-13T23:14:00.005+08:00

it is a dead blog... but i like it this way... private yet public... private in the sense that your friends might not know the existence since you did not update for such a long time AND of cos public means that this is in the public afterall, accessible to anyone who happens to pass by?!!! but ... hehheheee~ so evil of me.. LOL~

HAIX, GOOD LUCK and CONGRATS~
this is what i want to wish to those two..
haix to his intention to destroying her
good luck to her
congrats to them being together

..::convo::..

2 questions.
1) Does she know about me?
2) When did it start?

It will be best to tell me e answers frankly..
meant good for everyone in that way unless..
hmm..

She dunno anything nv mention anything

At work.. cant pick up call..
my 2nd qn?

Wait, why you need to know the duration?

I m thinking back if I did mention any significant to her... since Nov last yr ar?

After retreat.

Tell me tat it happens after e 1st meet up for bike x discussion at west coast?

Nah progress in stages.

Nah means? ur progress in stages starts after e 1st meet up?

Yes.

Ok. Please treat her nicely and protect her if necessary.. she is a pure Chri**ian afterall..

Ok.

i am surprisingly calm when i know that both of them went to phu*** together with a group of friends and appeared together in k's hse for visiting. there is not a need to ask further cos the truth is just in front of you..

i knew i am bad.. but i still want to say this..

你真得很不大方！原因在于你不想去融入这个圈子，大家都兴自勃勃地参与游戏，而你的行为却让人很反感。就因为你想看电视，你就剥夺人家的权力。结果你却当大家的面前睡去，也因为这样，害得她为你着想，而提早离开。我真得觉得我瞎了，当初为何会动心。

你也是另一个样！明知大家都知道你们俩的关系，却还“骚扰”我。我真得忍受不了你的行为，还一样和我装亲热，装清白，~ 我真得要呕了，实在受不了！

总之，你们俩就别踩到我的尾巴吧。否则，你们就看着办咯~~

Sense of achievment!

2010-04-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

the very title today is SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT!

it had been a busy day to me. early in the morning, i had to wake up to go to boon lay there to do facelift, painting and cleaning houses w ah lon. it was real sweat and hard work but we did everything fast fast, chop chopp and managed to finish the house by noon.

went home immediately to change and go out for coaching class! lack of manpower and bo bian lo.went down to help..

after that went straight down to bugis cos of guan yin's birthdayy...hmm then go og walk walk...then go chinatown to eat KOREAN food!!! kekeee eat till stomach explode..glad that mummy likes it.. =]]

lastly lastly, went for house visits w kt..short and quick..really chop chopp then he good man drove me home hahaa gentleman! good grl =P

glad that i m still healthy and alive..hahaa.... and glad that i had known ah lon! XD

sk's 23rd

2010-04-03T02:02:00.003+08:00

how did sk spend her 23rd?...

this is an interesting topic to let me rethink what i had done.. i mean really think seriously...

i mean saying the truth..with such wide network of fb, it is rather usual for ppl even to those who had not been contacting you for ages messaging you to send wishes to you. i am fine with it but isnt that not very sincere? i mean how much does it cost to just send a sms? i dunoo..

hmmm this entry could be weeks later before anyone knows what i really feel. simply because i dun update often..but it's kinda interesting cos blog is just any way to release your emotions and yet you might not want ppl to know what you really think..

ever since the age of 22, i really fear when it comes to this 2nd April..although i look perfectly fine when i was with people, i am really not strong or confident enough that people will remember me as a friend. It's heartening not to receive wishes from the people you know especially on this day when you were born.

I have yet to tell anyone about my this inner feelings as i guess that i could be quite emotional at times. i always appear strong and happy-go-lucky in front of people as i believed that there's no point affecting others' good moods.

I seriously hope that this day wun come cos i really fear this day. That kinda of fear really makes me drop tears unknowingly..I really feel that I am happier on any other days other than this 2nd April.

at the same time, i was touched as well as my "brother" called me all the way from australia! my really dear true frend! Not to forget that chan n grace n cyw did call me personally to send their wishes.

It is a relief that this day is finally over.

2009-09-30T18:29:00.004+08:00

had nth much to update...cos there are simply too much to write after my last post! for today i just want to share videos/music on what i had been suddenly crazy from april till now..and of cos "studying" korean dipolma and maybe now upgrade to degree! LOLL...

sometimes i wondered to myself why i am suddenly so crazy about them and i was like "C'mon, so old liao still wan to act young go after idols kinda" but i realised that it's not only about the idol chao liu..but more of sth to do to pass time.

REASON 1:
With a total of thirteen members, they are the largest boy band in the world.
This dear group is going after their dreams to become artistes.
They had dreams and they are working hard to achieve it!
This kinda jing shen shi zhi de ren jia xue xi de!

REASON 2:
Most of them leave their hometowns to pursue their dreams.
This includes one of the artistes Han Geng who simply leave C*i*a peniless to join S*E.
Can anyone just leave their families, friends etc etc behind to just go after their dreams?
It certainly takes courage and effort to do so especially when you are not even sure the duration to take to get debuted!

REASON 3:
They are not only into singing or dancing but also acting,
MC-ing, modelling and do radio hosting.
One word to describe: Diversified.
Which other or tw/hk boybands have such doings?

This 13 member group i have been talking about all along from the start is

SUPER JUNIOR

which consists of Leeteuk (the leader), Heechul, Han Geng, Yesung, Kang-in, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum and Kyuhyun.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Super_Junior

This is the actual offical video of SuJu(in short)'s 3rd album Sorry Sorry.

This is their solely DANCE version.

This is the CPDRC Dancing Inmate from Philippines who danced Sorry Sorry.

This is the remixed version of Sorry Sorry in their Japan Concert 2009.

This is the EverGreen Concert where the magnae Kyuhyun takes over EunHyuk(the Dancing Machine).

Enough of Sorry Sorry. Let's go to It's you which when I first heard, I could not stopped repeating it again and againn...

SuJu's offical It's you video.

This is the remixed version of It's you in their Japan Concert 2009.

Done...

Here are some of the random videos of SuJu which i watched le really feels sth.. =]]

Eunhyuk + KRY - One Love... ( i loved this song and I liked the way Eunhyuk raps)

Super Junior - A Man In Love...

Kyuhyun(K.R.Y) singing 7 Years of Love live...

K.R.Y - Gumguneun Hiyero...

K.R.Y.- The One i Love...

Super Junior - Mirror...

Super Junior - Disco Drive...

Will update more on them again!and of course other Korean artistes! =]]

2009-03-29T23:40:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...

finali the whole hunt is over..frm just a participative role to half organising the whole hunt....no more for this kinda before exam le baaa....

haix haix haixxx....

but i am reali glad to know the slc guys...a bunch of 嘴硬心软 guys... one word to describe them... *zai* =]]

it's 30th March todayy....if he is still around...i ll still send him a birthday message wish..if he is. . . . .

it's kinda wierd on how big the impact is on me...maybe i feel alot cos of e sudden leave?a few days ago...i duno wat gets into me....maybe when the night is quiet, one tends to think alot and think deep?..for the last two years...at the thought of my deceased grandma, my tears just dropped like nobody's business when i was lying on my bed...and for the last few days... i kept thinking of them...grandma n jordan...especially it is his birthday today...
19years ago, he was born into this world...
but
19years later, he went to another world...

i want to go n visit him at the temple...but but butttt apparently most of the ppl will be working...and i duno if i think i can go alone...as in it's kinda wierd...i duno.........i will see how tml.... will see will seeeee...

i am uncertain. . . . . . . . . .

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*undecided*

sad. .

2009-02-24T23:11:00.003+08:00

hmmm. . . this is also gona be a sad post! sk isnt very happy recently!! save her!!

it is soo unbelievable to experience and hear about 2 young deaths recently almost at the same time!!! e impact is. . .till i dun really want to face it. . .

e first one is of cos the post that i wrote earlier...then what about the other one? it's actually one of my lecturer's son! one and only son!! who simply just fell from height and he's gone!

according to momo who is closer to the lecturer, he said that the mother saw her son like 5.30pm but 10mins later, he was gone! and the next min is the almost immediate death. .

the news was stunning when the notice was posted. . i was just too stunned and speechless.. i mean come on.. how old is he only??11 or 12 only!! he has yet to turn into a teenage! yet to go thru those rebellious stage that everyone will go thru...

haix....life. . . L I F E! Life seemed so fragile!! i duno... i just feel alot. . . especially those who are directly my friends? i mean who ll encounter those that are younger than you who just left you for another world? especially i m still very young!!!

i aso cant forget the msg that i sent to agnes and the reply i got back......

sk: how are you le? everything's oka? eat well, rest well?...

Agnes: i miss jordan very much. His smile. Talking. Action occupies my mind.. Girl. I keep control my tears... V pain...

sk: Dun try to control your tears!! Will have nei shang one..do learn to let go eh?..i believe that jordan's living on well in e other world..He's watching you up there, remember?..If you dun brace yourself up, he ll be very upset de..his soul is always with us..all ard us.. we ll always remember him as part of our memory deep down in our heart!!=]

Agnes: Tks.. I will try.. But he so capable n gd boy n he love mummy so much...So touch heart..

sk: Ya.. Ur younger son aso loves you too!!..and he will definitely take good care of youlike how jordan treat you last time..Always remember that you arent alone!!=]]

i din even stone to reply what are my exact thoughts. . . maybe i m controlling my emotions but what's impt to her now is the love n comfort from the people ard her. .not to forget bout the support..

my grandma, jordan, kumar's son. . . . . .do rest in peace and sk believes that you all are doing well in the other world..and also watching us, the people that you all once met...watching n taking care of us too...

sk promises not to let her tears roll down too often!
sk promises to stay strong!
sk promises. . .
sk . . . . .

Stun stun and STUN

2009-02-15T13:08:00.004+08:00

it was a busy morning and i have to rush for the CC lunch. . .

YOU were there too. . .other than looking tired and shag and of coss not as active as ur normal times. .

i din notice much since YOU were just beside me. . .i only know later frm kel n joy that ur gums were bleeding and you have bruises on ur legs. . .

i got a big shock on tues night, midnight, frm ms yee that YOU just had an operation! ! ! and in icu..

i was even more stunned when i rejected the call frm ms yee and received e msg that YOU passed away already on wed morning. . . immediately ms yee n i went down. . and then sorta relieved that at the very least YOU were still living on life machine. . .

we stayed there, looking at YOU so peacefully slping on e bed, looking at ur parents n ur younger brother n ur gf, tears just rolled down my cheeks... uncontrollablely. . .

YOU jerked
YOU have tears in ur eyes
YOU still have reaction
when we talked to YOU . .

we went to see YOU again on thurs evening. . .
YOU underwent the brain test. . .
and finally YOU were pronounced brain dead. . .
BUT we still had hope and feel that YOU were still around us! ! !
we even made a bottle of stars that night
and read out letters meant for YOU. . .

i went to see YOU on fri noon. . .
YOU looked better and ur lower lip was not as swollen as the day before. . .
i had hope on YOU. .
i still believe that YOU were still struggling very hard. . .

i passed by guanyin temple in bugis in e afternoon. . .
i prayed for YOU. . .
and 4 or 5 attempts, it doesnt sheng bei~
of cos i was affected but assured myself that it is jux for reference. . .

i met ck in e training at pa
he told me bout YOU. . .
he asked his shi fu bout YOU too. . .
i was again even more affected. . .

i went back to see YOU after the training. . .
ur eyes were half opened. .
i talked more w YOU
and YOU responded w ur teary eyes. . .

i went to see YOU again on sat evening. . .
i was told that e nurse says that ur condition is critical. . .
i dun believe till i saw that. . . . .
ur face turns slight dark le...
ur lower lips is back to swollen again. . .
and this time eyes closed even tighter. . .
but i know. . .
YOU are still doing ur best to struggle. .
for i see ur eyes still have tears. . .

i went back at 9plus cos i had made a promise already. . .
but still praying hard for the miracle to happen. . . . . . .

it is still a sleepy SUNDAY morning. .
when i received e call. . and i dun bother first. . .
then message came in. . .
I WAS AWOKE IMMEDIATELY ! ! !
and rushed to e hospital. .
only know that YOU were sent back home. .
peacefully. . .
lying at the rather sqeezy rectangular bed. . .

i believe that
YOU dun want to drag further?
YOU already see whoever has visited you?
YOU doesnt want the people around you to feel even more shag or upset?
YOU have done your best to struggle?
YOU wanted to release the burdens of everyone of making the effort to come and see you?
YOU are contented in living till now?
YOU are satisfied of how you have lived for close to 19 years?
YOU are also just curious of what's in the next world?
YOU . . .
YOU . . . . . .
YOU . . . . . . . . .

i am really grateful to know such a good yec friend like you
i enjoyed the times spent during the helping out of events
i wun forget the times that we all went to chingay and had so much fun
i wun forget when you like to be curious about anything
i . . . . . .

i believe that you will live well in the next world,

JORDAN TAN JUN JIE

(ur name is in pink! cos u simply liked pink too much le!! =]] )

2008-12-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

yoyoooo... i m backk....came across this link.... hmm i m still young!!!! =]

http://myidk.com/age.php

Myidk.com鑑定結果

您的精神年齡21歲

與您實際年齡差0歲

幼稚度60％

成熟度43％

老化度19％

Cool right?.... I AM STILL YOUNG... but one thing horx.. it says i m still childishh..oh myyy but i m close to 50% for maturity k?... =]

2008-10-29T22:04:00.002+08:00

hohooo...just realised that I had always had online...BUT i just dun have the motivation to write--to blog... why? hmmmgood qn tat beats me too.. just realised that i have aso reduced my usage of msn too...HOWEVER...i have increased my usage of watching videos!!! oh my!!!!!!!! variety shows here and there... taiwan korea japan hong kong.....alamak!!!!!!!!!!!

Sooo for the past few mths after i underwent a series of wu liao de exams.. I went to work! sian lahh...i only stopped working after 2 weeks of my starting of classes..lucky i rested enough before i go and work.. but rested only like 1 week?.. then i got sick of relaxing?...yeahhh i did got sick of relaxing... and i went to go find work...apparently after i signed the temp contract, more calls rang to ask if i am looking for work..i was like dotx... shlda ve called earlier mahh but...nvmmm...so everyday i go tuas to work lo..i mean not travel there ALONE...but there's free company bus at jurong east there lahh..still not so bad...but lunch's a bad bad thing!!!!! haix..... lonely ooo mr lonely...i had nobody.........this song is alwax sang to me when i go to work after tat attachement gal chantel went back sch... yeahhh...no one to go out to eat w me..and i HAIX........ forget it mannn...it's finali over...

AND...i AM officially a poor student NOW!!!! no more work... no more tuitions given... who is there to sympathise me?? who is there to pity me? who is there to want to yang me?.. haix...nvm lahhh... that's my choice... so i might as well dun complain too much..but yaaa try to spend lesser lo.. i have to alwax remind myself on that man.... siannn

woooooo....great achievement that i have written so much today eh?...i have ddecided to write more often from now on le... or else it ll reali be stagnant...

signing offfffff.........

2008-04-13T00:22:00.003+08:00

yeshhh it had been a looong time ever since i updated..alot i mean reali alot of things happen frm Jan to April but it is either i am too lazy to update or i m too busy le...but i know that it is not an excuse..and i think that ppl might forget bout my blog...hurrayyy..cos it is reviving again..unknowingly..lol~

i seemed happy in my opening eh?but seriously that is the very opposite of what i am feeling now.. totally opposite..

to be exact, it had been some time ever since all my emotions went up and it happened today on 12th April 2008 at ard 2330. yeshh within a day i received or rather i duno 3 pieces of news that i wun want to hear it from. and maybe the last thing that i ever want to hear it.

first thing is on the co*c*ing class..

i just feel that i still want to put the whole entry here even if the ppl involved read it or what, i think that i wun care.
how to put it?...it is our baby or rather initially it isnt ours till last term, chairman allocate it to us after she suddenly vanished le..so xm grace n i xin xin ku ku de maintain the class. it is reali a nightmare when u have to look after 4 different levels at a time when there's lack of coaches. alot of challenges faced..students not coming, coaches not coming and din inform at all. but we still able to cope it by maintaining the class till e youth officer told us to submit as one of e paym special project. we went thru e whole process n got the award. the feeling is indescribable.it is definitely not possible to use a few words to say it all.
how do i begin now?...
hmmm situation is i have revision classes on sat frm march onwards. who can prevent it? moreover it is me, one of my weaker subjects too.. therefore i cant help in the co*c*ing class for a few mths. and a no of things happen.
i duno who to push the blame to or rather i trust and believe my coaches therefore i guess that i have to put all the blame to myself?..but wo bing bu shuang bout certain things. it could have been my overlooking of things or i think too highly of ppl, believing that they can cope without me?..n i guess that i m wrong?...i m very luan now, alot of things just raced thru my mind without any control.
how do u feel when families of the kids called up to ask if there's coaching class on the very day itself when u are in the midst of classes and u know that u have to answer them?the reason they tell me that they din find anyone in the class at 2pm! absurd! every week aso have class de unless we inform them!!!!
how do u feel that things regarding co*c*ing class de is not informed to the related ppl?or rather i feel indifferent. just that sometimes things tat one does seem like quite secretive? i may be wrong and i hope that i am wrong n i shldnt be thinking it but once bitten twice shy. one time i can take it.twice i suan le. thrice hmmm...cant help suspecting what's the motive.i feel that it is just not right not to keep related ppl in the loop and i did mention bout it directly how emails shld be done.maybe it is unknowingly and i hope it is.
how do u feel again when things temporarily are not within ur control but the finger is pointing to you?bu shuang is how i feel strongly cos i m not taking the control within that period of time! what do u want me to do?putting surveillance cameras in the class n taking note of everyone's behavior??u said that i din hand over properly to person next in line. i even plan bout who to allocate the kids to every mth le.and how do u expect me to control how she wants to take control the class?how do u expect me to take care of every detail when i arent even been kept in the loop of things.wo zhen de hen bu shuang how u handle things cos u think that i m responsible and obligated to take care of the class even though i m not helping out currently. the way u n the big I think is the same..too taken ppl for granted for things.
this thing cant be just suan le..i just think that in any cases when u are too over-board i ll defend for myself and i hope that u just wun think that i m crazy or what.just take it that i have to let out lo.

2nd thing is...in summary form, the pictures after the cake cutting for my birthday party are gone into the space. mistake mystery whatever it is. i still cant take the fact that they are gone. pushing the blame to who?shld be myself too since i m too duno what to take out my own camera to take.suan le...gone means gone..xin tong? yes very...greatly but i cant do anything about it.

3rd thing is miscommunication part..duno is miscommunication or what..but haix...my dear chan din go for the award ceremony dinner.pity pity and a pity... but haix...

oh ya...mentioning bout my breaking down..yaa stun by my own actions but it still happened. and i m trying to stand strong n firm..to remain the same sk since it is just another part and parcel of my life ba...so mian qiang to think like tat...but bo bian ar...keep thinking meh?..wun solve problem too..

sk hereby hoping that miracle will happen.

2008-01-01T11:06:00.000+08:00

Memories in 2007.

There are alot of things that happened in 2007!! happy ones, sad ones, angry ones, disappointed ones etc etc all sort of feelings. 2007 seemed quite short but with all the things happened it made me grow up abit.. I feel that as I experienced different kinds of things, I am able to take it easy..

我学会了怎样拿的起放的下~
我学会了怎样看开点~
我学会了怎样控制自己的情绪~

可是

我还未学会怎样拒绝的道理!!
我还未学会怎样放开自己!!
我还未学会怎样不让自己不开心!!

Let me run through my mind to see what I have done for the past year!!

Jan
It is the mth that I never fail to remember anything about it man..cos it is exactly 1 year ago..
I can only remember that I countdown for new year at chalet! And we are still in contact with each other now!! my dear 04s17/19 peeps..forever still fun-loving~ There are different kinds of friends in one's social circle..and they are the ones who bring colours to my life. They are the ones who let me enjoy the most and they are the most happening peeps in my life so far..

Feb
I din remember much though..hahaa..I just remember going to yuxin's hse during chinese new year..Going Chingay as per usual~ and saw lele n zizi performing!!

March
Meeting my ex-aunt at JB and went out with her..empathize with her situation but we cant do much things~Changes abit of my point of view towards marriage too.

April
Study period!! My study ka-kis, Stansfielders!! They are an interesting bunch of ppl! 一切尽在不言中.. my dear hua, sister bryant, simon pang cheng xi, lee caiyan, yvonne yip, toh chin guan, da jie justina, ice poh, mama weiyee, ben, josephine, yuzhen ar, sabeena, salbiah etc etc etccc. I also teached 2 big "kids" for free lo..but they are quite sweet about the return that they give me.. unexpected and stun lo~ lol~

May
Exam period and it had a hard time to pass but we managed to! lol~all the way man, stansfielders!! I aso went to Zhi Hui 21st birthday chalet!!And her cake is Winnie the Pooh.. dot dot dot sia..

JUNE

It had a struggle month for me as there are alot of things happened that I wun forget this mth!!

Start of the mth: I stayed over at chan's hse to do the jig-saw puzzle for Yvonne's birthday and my 1st attempt to do oreo cheesecake for her cake..and it is a success!!! wahahaaaa..

15th June: Bro's wedding

19th June: My maternal grandmother passed away at 7am. and i break down before I go for work as I am not able to see her for the last time in person. And I have got to praise myself for being so strong that I can still go to work after the news and I did not drop a tear once I am out of my hse.

21st June: I break down and was scared to see her inside the long box instead of standing at the door to welcome me when I went back. I can never forget how much courage I plucked up to see her peaceful face. I can never forget how much I cried just for the morning.

July
Back to work and I am glad that I knew this bunch of cute colleagues especially huiru jie and kaiyue and sharon and weilun lao shi etc etc..and i remembered that this mth i sing k quite a no of times..all are at night one..lol~

August
I pia OT like crazy and I earned alot for e 1st time in my life..I also get to know these crazy colleagues of mine too..ang yexiong, aa ace, teresa, shafiza, lynden chua, xavier, willie, desmond goh,the one who think he is handsome de faith(i think) etc etcc..

September
Busy tuition-ing and sch re-open sia..Preparing for BGM all sorts of things. Doing for more than I think I will do. Different things too..which lets me learn quite alot and having mixed feelings about it.everything had been posted before..so i wun mention again.

October
Cant exactly remember sia..except going for classes..and ya..work at the law firm which e one and only supervisor is so suxy..spinster ar..bo bian anything also scold complain for nth.. she is the 2nd boss mahh, but survived through though. It is also the mth that I finally faced my own feelings about things and execute it regardless of what is the outcome.

November
Havoc month..lol~ Went KL cum Sunway with kailing caiyu cindy. Then went hatyai with mum bro n da sao and her parents. learn abit of Malay. Almost all of my weekends are quite burnt out lo..

December

.....

Bring the elderlys to makan at Vivo and tour ard Underwater World.

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Mock Exam and I din reali study for it but I went for all though.

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Got the answer and I was happy.

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Finally majong session at hua's hse with simon n yy~.

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Ipoh trip. I had mixed feelings about it cos I am thinking how it was like to go back when my grandmother is not there at all. The feeling is really different and my grandfather looked fine except that he is more feeble now. Unlike other trips back there, this is a more peaceful one for me. I stayed at hm for 75% of the trip. I am proud of my mum too for making shorts for my grandfather during our stay there. It is reali xin suan cos last time when my grandmother is still ard, she will make shorts for him but now, no one does that le. And my mum is so willing to do it lo..hmm..i reali do wish that my grandfather is doing well there man..and not get ill-treated.. haix..

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Went to help out at Project Home Run and had fun with the kids!!!

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Still teaching the p6 kid due to my soft-ness and i had to deal w e p3 kid now~

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Got an unexpected response and I was stun but I had to accept it.

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Went to fongyu's house-warming party and we x-horizon talked alot.. Heart to heart talk can only be found within them. And chan even say that I had toned down alot now..and changed for the better sia..wahahaaa..

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION for 2008

++To be able to focus well on what I want to do
++Achieve something(secret) by April.

About sk.

2007-12-23T00:21:00.000+08:00

All about sk.

sk is tired of everything now.

sk feels that she had overstressed herself.
sk feels that she is kinda like keep being used but she seemed to be willing to do so.
sk feels that the longer she is going to stay in it, the more trouble she is looking for.

sk will be pissed off when things are not within the control.
sk will be more pissed off when things doesnt go what she wants.
sk will be damn pissed off if someone inform her of the changes at the very last minute such as dates.

sk seemed not to be able to control her emotions properly.
sk seemed not to be able to express herself properly too.
sk seemed not to be able to do what she wants freely.

sk loves children alot.
sk loves children so much to the extent of forgetting her unhappinesses.
sk loves children so much that she feels like a child again.
sk loves children so much that they are able to make her smile despite anything.

sk is silly.
sk is stupid.
sk is soft.
sk is kind.

sk is tired with everything right now.

2007-12-14T17:34:00.000+08:00

while waiting for the video to be converted and transferred to my psp...i was stoning..
so..i have decided to write sth since i dun feel like studying at the moment ehh

HMMMMM...that is soo wrong man!!! arghhh....

haix~~~ having mood swing..... feeling damn sian n bored and so dun want to go out..

hao wu liao woo~~ haix~~~~~~

going back tml night to go and see my dear grandfather..ever since what happened in june, i have yet to go back and see him man..wondered how is the feeling of my mum n i going back without her being there.. it is different now..having different feelings aso..i reali hope that the scene is not so gan shang mann...i cant take it lo!

haix~~~i wondered if it is true that one will have happiness and downness at certain periods of time?machiam like spilt personality siaa...faint~

and it is sooo not me man to have such pessimistic and negative feelings...

and 1 word to describe my current feelings now...

b
o
r
e
d
~~

and i think that although i might be very the chatty and talkative, I sometimes feel that I can dun feel like talking all of a sudden...for a period of time lahh..reason is unknown. these days aso..actually from last week till now i had been like chatting/bitching/gossipping to my minimum mann...from msn to calls to meet-ups..i feel tat i m getting quieter and quieter...as in talk less than what i usually talk lahh...(other than consoling ppl these days though) ppl may not feel it as a big difference..but i feel tat sth not right somewhere inside me lah..
*rolled eye* hope i adjust back to my own self soon soon ehhh...

2007-12-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

hmm... it had been such a long time ever since i updated my blog sia... hmm

one reason to it sia...lol~~

L
A
Z
Y
!!!!!!

alamak!!

actually my November is quite busy and plus abit of my laziness is hmm...

BUT today at this moment, i was supposed to study ehh...and what am i doing here? faint right? aiya sudden emotions lead me to update..wts~ crap lah..

i was just...i duno taking a break of my study of my dear mangerial econs..last min work makes me tired man.. what Stackelberg? Dominant? Cournot? Betrand? these models make me go close to crazy man.. haix~~

grumble grumble.. must grumble abit then go back study abit.. this mock ar?.. my mood is like in the holidays mock le lo...totally not in exam mood man.. lol~~ too fast le lahh... learn ard 3 mths of things then go take exam. Somemore some things had just been taught last week and we have to take the exam the following week le..what the shit~~~~~~

anyway...it will be fast! 4 more days to go mann...lol~

4 more days to....

ENJOY!!
Catching up with friends!!
YEC stuff
FUN time
Tuition-ing

and of course getting the answer to my question!although i roughly know what it is le~but still...yaaa.

2007-10-25T10:54:00.000+08:00

heartbroken sk had just spent a bomb!

Firstly it started with repairing of com
Which includes of
Repair fees
and
Changing of hard disk~
350bucks down!!

Secondly mY slim PsP
Which includes everything
Whatever lahh..
ard
450bucks...

that goes 800 so far..

Lastly yesterday,
mY dear dear com got lines man..
graphic card detected spoilt.
Change it for...
95bucks.

So 900bucks have just gone down the drain
For like no purpose?..
Maybe PSP got purpose lahh..
but certainly not my com mann!!
...........................................................................
aLL tanks to mY dear bro who cheated mY $$$ !!
this is how he treated me the last time
before he got married off..
...........................................................................
That's the sad part~~

*flush*

Let's talk about happy ones!!
I am sooo looking forward to NOV man!!
Almost ALL of my weekends are packed!

1st weekend i am going to KL cum Sunway
Together with KaiLing CaiYu Cindy!!
1st time going overseas with frends..
yeah...tu po! =P

2nd weekend i am going Hatyai (Southern part of Thailand)
Together with my Mum Bro Sister-In-Law Sister-In-Law's Parents!!
And we are going to take a coach there..
12hrs ride sit till backside pain man..
boo~~ but i think i will enjoy it lots!

3rd weekend i might go for a conversational malay course @ nacli
nOt yet confirm cos duno if it is processed anot lo~
sian~
but the reason why i am learning is cos..
being a Malaysian,
I am ashamed of myself for not being able to speak alittle of Malay!
So...ya...mi bu mi bu yi xia!

So currently I am quite free on the 4th weekend!!
hahaa...gona luvvvv my NOV man..lol~~

2007-10-07T01:54:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: April 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.

You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.

Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.

Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.

Your strength: Your universal compassion

Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings

Your power color: Mauve

Your power symbol: Butterfly

Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Hahaaa..adapted frm hua's blog about this...hmmm..initially i duno what does mauve colour looks like till i go and checka it out...it is light purple kind...yeahhh..purple!!!!lol~~~

nOt bad lahh...brief but quite accurate ba...

2007-10-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

haixxxxx....
1 big round.....
and the problem comes back......
so troubled~~~

it takes time lahh...
it is just a matter of time...
really
and seriously...

i duno what i am thinking
maybe i know..
but...yaaa..

soon to be a year le..
one year had passed so fast man..
maybe shld do sth arr..
hmmm...

who knows what is my next action man.
lol~
we shall see to it man!
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oh ya..
kinda sad about the ppl/things ard me..
one by one is leaving my side..

soon it will be another one...

really miss the olden days mann..

and miss u all soo much~~

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2007-09-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

it is over..O-V-E-R!!!
hmm finally everything's over!!

yupa...being quite busy for the past duno how many weeks.. spent time on those things that i had actively involved in..it is quite successful overall..not too bad lahh.. of cos there are some good n bad things going on lah...

but this is not the point i wana let myself be aware of..

basically i duno what's getting into me man.. i think it is not only about today...but it is kinda stacked up(is this e right word) hmm...frm the previous work till now...for the past few months... i just feel myself being not appreciated..no matter frm work or doing voluntary work.

let me start frm work ba..
I just realised that no matter how hard you work..at the end of the day you only need to get the work done..ppl will just take it for granted that it is your job to finish the work..they arent at the very least of feeling relieved that your presence is well-appreciated cos you are simply getting the salary!! No one will actually feel touched or wat....the world is simply just too practical without actually realising that the ppl needs to be motivated too..just simple words or actions can actually do wonders..for eg..patting on one's back and say "tanks for the effort" or "tanks for willing to work hard" or even "tanks for staying back to do ot" or watsoever..

but....ya...

the next thing is...bout what i have actually done for the last 2 years..
there are ups and downs in the committee..
ppl coming in and leaving..
ppl being happy n sad
ppl argue/quarrel with one another..
ppl....

duno wat's getting into me...
and how do i put it across ar...

i just feel that ppl are reali taking ppl for granted..it is just like working where u dun feel any sense of appreciation..tat is EXACTLY how i feel.
it is not that i want to be recognised in my efforts..but at least u shld let me feel that i am needed to help..and relieved and glad that someone is willing to help out and share the workload..
dun take me for granted and feel that i shld do this cos it is my job or watsoever...as a voluntary worker, anything is not considered a job to me..and by right i need not commit since it is more of own time own target service..and of cos i dun mind and is quite willing to help out..but sometimes it is simply too much..

there are alot of things that i din voice out much..but din voice out doesnt mean the problem is solved!! 我并不是觉得自己很委屈!!可是我真的觉得..没人欣赏你做过什么是件非常可惜及可怜的事!!这就好比有做和没做都没有两样!! I reali feel tat i m taken for granted..mayb to ppl it might be a small small thing..but to me it matters!! it is very disheartening and disappointed!! of cos it is so not me to have such thinkings n feelings..but it is being stacked up i think.

and also..it may sound silly but it had been some time ever since i cried hard last time which i remembered is during june where my dear grandma passed away.. i reali duno wat's getting into me ba...but i reali feel that i m taken advantage of and taken for granted!!

haix~~~suan le ba...i just wana complain to myself..and also to feel sad about how the world is becoming more practical and 冷漠无情!!and i have yet to see thru everything...

2007-09-15T23:57:00.001+08:00

It has been such a looong time ever since i pasted photos here...yeahh...looooonggg..=P

A little gift from Xiao Hong & Xiao Xi..sweet siaa..hmm at least some returns from them wahahaa~but tanks mann...reali love the jacket n of cos the card!!!!lol~

And of cos before i reali went to work..we went out to vivo to chill chill watch movie..leisure leisure leisure!!!!hahaa=]

hua fighting with e i duno wat is it called man..so who will win??

OMG....in e end hua lost!!!!and where is she??!!!!!

jos imitating the duno called wat aso behind her..

and she's gone too!!!!OMG~~~~is this some kind of magic that are imposed on them??!!!

Of cos there are moments when both of them are very close and we shldnt disturb them!

Night K-Box-ing is shiok man!!!lol~

Xiao Wen n I cheer-ing for beer-drinking!

hmm...guess why xiao wen pulled simon's ear?..got reason one..go ask him lo..lol~

trying to distract him frm singing better..

hmm duno why i have to pose as if simon sings very the well like tat..faint~

me n simon duno why take photo aso..lol~

he sang like as if he is e king man...haha..but for that night..he is..haha

And of course...we celebrated simon's birthday~

Vivo City is actually quite a nice place to take photos!!

i love this photo!!actually i jus anyhow take de lo..cos I saw this kid walk past..then i just hold e camera w/o posing or wat..and take le...soo proud!!hahaa

hua n i visiting the vet clinic.

we are trying to take a perfect shoot but..hmmm so my face abit u know..

Singapore is just a little red dot...

the dog is soo vain sia..even pose for me to take photo!lol~

outside the vet clinic

Hmm... this is a very very looong entry with lotsaa pics to look at man..cos it is all about my life for the past duno how long ever since i finished my exams man...shall update with notations again!! =]

2007-09-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

hohohoooo....

results are out but my mail is lOsT somewhere...
hmm..

am i scared?
am i tensed?
am i excited?
am i emmmm......???
same answer to all of the following.

starting with N
and ending with an O
which forms together to be
N-O, NO!!

why?.....
because i think i will do well?..
faint~ of cos NOT man...

actually i aso duno why lah..
lol
but i m jUsT not in the very least of getting tensed up!!

I have even thought of the subjects to take
When i met up with worst scenario!!
so ya...

and pLs dun make me gan chiong, ppl!!!!
lol~

That is my point of view in getting result anytime sooner..
=]

2007-08-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

T_T sk T_T ----->disheartening N disappointment feeLs mOrE thaN aNgRy. . .

this is my nick for the night.
countless times i had said.
to different people.
but in the same way.

it is not as if the world or anybody owes me anything.
it is not because that i am just too pessimistic.
it is not because that i did something wrong.
But maybe,
it is just that emotions have overpowered my mind.

The ones closest to me,
other than my dear mum,
is friends.
And yet once and again,
...........................................................................
i really wondered.

I really really wondered,
if that is the reason to my introvert personality.

Perceived by people is my extrovert-ness.
Where no one will actually believe
the other real side of me.

逞强是我的强项,
逞强
使我能掩饰自己心里的不安.
逞强
使我能勇于向前走.
逞强
当然也带给我不少的
苦与乐,
欢笑与悲伤.

最可惜的是,

逞强
使我失去了一些些东西.

疑问哦!!
我可以继续这样地逞强吗?

2007-08-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

it has been some time ever since i blogged.

i shall blog more when i reached hm though..

motive of blogging now is to wana leave some funny moments in e midst of my work life.

some dear dear ppl msg me this: Hey does any1 wanna accompany me 2 marina 2moro n c how our $ goes up into e sky n burst into nothing? (exact words btw)
and my reply is: Haha..i will be sitting comfortablely at marina dere watching tat man..Who knows u might just see me live on tv!=P

just wana share..n leave sth for me to read when i looked back to my entries though..=]

2007-07-09T19:12:00.000+08:00

O_o

it happened the second time.
it seemed still new to me as if it just happened.
as if it is just not long ago.

more than half a month.
20days.
480hours.
28 800mins.

it still seemed so fresh in my memory.

No way am i going not to tire myself before turning in.
or else my pillow will be wet in the next few moments.

Do you believe that when certain things happened once,
there will be a second time?...
and also the third time??
fourth time??? fifth time?..

but that's not the point i guess.

certain things are bothering me too.
maybe i guess i think too much?..
but who knows except the dang shi ren ba..

nonetheless..
there's 2 kinda things with mixed feelings in me though.
which bothered me.
let's just hope for the best in me
that i will think through n overcome the barriers obstructing me.

o_O

2007-06-29T19:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm...my dear com break down again...before i can really continue e previous entry..
yeahhh and i din really bother to go n repair now though...hahaa..lazy ar...hmm but why m i able to write now is because i am using e company's com wo..but exciting lahh lol~cos gota watch out for ppl to minimise windows..=P

errrr...quite a lot of things happened from e previous week n of cos e last week....hmmm
quite hectic 2 weeks for me loo..

summary of 2main events tat happened e last 2 weeks...reali summary arrr
---->15th jun : bro's wedding
----> 19th jun: my dear maternal grandmother pass away
----> 21st jun: my dear maternal grandmother chu bing

yeahhhh.....very clear cut horx?...bout wat happened..hmm therefore i m taking time to heal e emotions deep down in me loo...yupa..

oh ya....to my dear bsb1 or to those who duno me tat well...you might feel tat i am happy-go-lucky, jovial or damn siao kind or those alittle extreme stuff on e surface...dun alwax assume tat i m having tat kind of feelings ehh....cos my character is just tat i wun reveal my sadness tat easily...if i m sad or damn down/emo/upset,i wun speak out loud until e whole thing's over... yupa...it's me lahh...although sum may argue tat one shld speak to ppl and dun bottle evreything within myself...but it is just tat it's hard lahh....hard to speak watever tat's happening at e moment laa...but at least i am able to say out when everything's over lahhh....2years back e road...i dun even mention anything out de loo...yeahhh
basically my feelings are quite obvious EXCEPT my sadness...i not happy w e person's doings or angry w ppl...i think i m quite obvious de lahhh....of cos happy moments are aso obvious to e ppl ard me...all except sadness/down-ness/emo-ness tat are more hmmm...yupaa..

shall update again soon soooon.....=]

2007-06-12T17:23:00.000+08:00

hmm...being sum time ever since i blogged ba?...because of my dEaR computer which break down simply at the wrong time eh?..hmm..but it is ok i suppose?..i din really miss it alot?..hahaa.. bUT bUT that's not e point..the point is that i fix the computer mYSeLf..yeah...MYSELF k?...simply with no help from anybody wo..whereby this time e computer has blue screen even after i reformatted it..hmm guess what did i do to it eh?..hmm...i dismantle e parts inside..ehh not reali dismantle bax..just take out e cover and touch here and touch there then put back the cover.. and i switched on the pc..and..aND........it worked!! hurray to mY skills man...lol~ bUT if u ever ask me to help u guys to fix e com then er er errrr...it's more advisable nOT to lahh..lol~ cos i m more familiarized with my com that's why i know it purposely defied me ba..gee~~~

3rd Jun..
although i updated le...but forget to add in sth...=P
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YVONNE HAN MENG QIN!!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HWEE LI!!!!
oh ya...add sum photo here first..

This is the chuan shuo zhong de glow in e dark de PuzzLe pin1 by chan N me!!! for ouR dEaR yvonne han....touched ba?...lol~

AND this is e oreo cheese-cake tat I yaa..mS nG sOok Kim with e heLp of assistance of cHaN xiu mInG...we completed it within an hr plus ba..cHeeRs!!=]

4th Jun...
not too sure if i updated it anot..but i went back home to change after 4days 3 nights of sleepover at chan's house.. faster faster change le then go n have tuition..sian~~ hahaa...buT that's the point though....after tuition received a call from recruit express asking me to go down for an interview..eh seriously horx..i dun even remember i contacted anyone from r.e from jtc de woo...bUT nonetheless..i went down with xiuming also lahh..after that we go marina to shop shop le...eh reali cant believe that we spend close to 3hrs at ebase sia..one shop only wo...i bought 2 bottoms and chan bought 3tops n 1 bottom i think..
yaa...after tat go raffles to meet si-mon and yy and shun bian see sister bryant working ehh.. then after tat go discuss sth then go cartel drink drink...geee sister boss le lo...treated me drink..=P
then after that go meet fongyu n chan again to further walk walk n eat eat...
oh ya...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BONING!!!!

5th Jun..tues..
hmmm slacking at hm!!!!wahahaaaaa....e feeling is damn shiok lahh...lol~~ but with alot of nagging lah...xin ku my ears le lo..oOpX~~
and....
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WILRICK WONG!!!
(u wun get to see this though...lol~)

6th Jun..wed...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ICE POH WAN WEN!!!!!
tuition again..then went out in e afternoon before meeting e rest to celebrate ice's bdae.. meet yy si-mon at marina..dinner at c.a ehh...but sian lahh....birthday gal.....to be continued~

2007-06-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

booluluuuuu........

si bei sian looo..com bReak down AGAIN!!!!yesh...and i m using chan's laptop... hmm cos i staying over at her hse for an impt mission ehh..so from fri all e way to sun....i have been staying over at her hse..and now it's from fri till mon morning siaa..

how happening can i be eh?..hahaaa...busy busy...lol..

WED
job searching with chan...hahaa...initially confirm tat planner job de lahh...BUT BUT BUTtt aLL tanks to mY dEaR sch tat i thinka i ll lose e job opportunity sia...cos classes start on 26th Aug instead of 17th Sept...wahlaoooo....then now waiting for e data entry thingy lo...hOpE can gEt it mannn...N pray hard that i can type at a fast fast pace....*pray*
then after tat go meet x-horizon for dinner at Raku Nija at Citylink..not too bad lahh...thenafter tat alittle of pool session then go hm..

THURS aka Vesak Day
my mum and i went to my bro's place at punggol dere early in e morning..2 reasons for going over...discuss his wedding N going loyang temple after tat...suay thing is horx...i fell down on e empty rd while walking towards to his hse sia...faint~~~
*ting--1st orh cheh
then after tat go loyang temple..pray pray...3 different races combining into 1 temple..interesting..i even saw 2nos at e so called fortune stone sia..lol~~
then after tat go town meet von n her 2 cute frends...then meet jus with von for dinner... where jus' driving lahhh...her driving skills not too bad lahh...quite smooth..hahaa..oh ya..ironical thing is horx..cos we wana go eat punggol lasi lemak..then cant find e route or way..initially stuck at toapayoh then drive till potong pasir side..then reach dere with sister's alittle help drive to e right direction...BUT we thought we got lost when he hang up to work ehh....so we simply jus go simon rd to makan loo...THEN THEnnnn as we walked down e street we found it woo!!!BUT horx...we forget tat tat day is a public hoiday and it's NOT opened!!sian~~ in e end we ate at hong kong cafe dere...then talk talk go hm le...

FRI
happenening sia..lol~~morning go tuition then after tat go for a mini sub-meeting to discuss bout e youth-ified..after tat go meet my frend bsb eat mac lo then walk..we reali walk walk N walk sia...and that's where i ren4 my 3rd mum..lol~~~reason being cos he too luo suo le..to be exact...he talked exactly e same thing as my mum sia..faint~~oh ya....i thinka i quite clumsy aso lah...knock my knee against e car front thingy..
*ting--2nd orh cheh
after tat go chan's hse for stayover...then i realise tat my left foot had blister..sian lahh...cant walk much..then aso..tat's where my stayover marathon starts too..lol~~
anyw we spend ard 2+hrs to do 300pieces of puzzle for YVONNE HAN MENG QIN....for her present loo...hmm good attempt..hahaa..oh ya...duno wat happened..but tat nite i aso ren4 my 4th mum..then cos 4th mum in chinese is shi ma...not nice...sOoo called her wu ma...lol~~~

SAT
morning tat time..duno wat happened but i accidentally bang at e table at chan's hse...
*ting--3rd orh cheh
sian lahh...after tat went imm shop alittle before buying food for lok lok on sun..mel did a shocking thing...she accidentally dropped afew packets of satay sticks on my knee while we are squading down dere to choose which ones are e cheapest eh...i know tat of cos she's not on purpose..bUT..it's like..wahlaoo...got alittle blood lahh...faint~~
after tat go hm..fongyu N chan cook dinner woo...then me mel go wash plates..later at night..ard 11pm plus..then i start my making of oreo cheesecake...and success sia....lol~~~
then night time play nitendo wii...fun sia....gota test uR reflexive action...see u fast or not...i nOT bad sia...lol~~

SUN
prepare mini surprise for yvonne then ate lok lok....oh ya...i have jux tried out mayo N wasabi sauce..and it turned up to be thumbs up wooo...sooo happy...lol~~~
after tat initially going hm tat day de...BUT horx..chan's parents still overseas then her bro not coming hm..so i accompany her lo..how nice of me sia...lol~~~

CONCLUSION:
funny ba...stiLL got conclusion..abit dot dot dot ar...bUT it's ok..lol~
quite happy sia...although abit bu shuang bout being jobles...bUT stiLL...ya....
and horx...my 3 orh chehs can form a ren(ppl in direct translation) lah....so near each other...not forgetting e cuts on both of my legs....
aso...quite happy bout e happenings from fri till sun...ESPEC fri...hahaaa...
oh ya....i found out tat....gals reali shldnt think tooo much lahh....lol~~ reali...things may not be in e way tat u are thinking....soo think simpLy!!! lol~~ =]

2007-05-16T02:15:00.000+08:00

hmm...it's been such a loong time ever since i blogged horx?..haha 14days..bUT it's been a study period for me lahh...and my class ppl..e following are e evidence tat we studied woo BUT mostly are ermm e times tat we gOT high n started taking photos though...lol~~

evidence tat we studied k?...lol~~taken bY sister~

me n mY dEaR hUa......

YY n mE ehhh...=]

dis is SI-MON....a nicer pic of his...nOT soo uNcLe sia..=P

papa simon N mama yvonne....ooo..they reali quite pei horx?....oOpX~~~type wRoNgLy..bUT refuse to delete...lalalalaaaa =X

errr sister tRyin to act dUNo wat sia...refuse to look at camera...dOtX~~

YYSY n BTMH~~ dis one he looked at e camera sia...wahlaooo....biased sia.. =X

another time tat SI-MON n BRYANT took at e counter at Stansfield..bOtH look quite radiant siaa

OMG......dis "CoUpLe"...mOrE en ai than me n hua mannn....xiao hong N forever love somemore .. jitao faint~ =P

these aRe mY 2 tuition "kids" who did not pay uP for tuition fees for econs N maths N stats sia...

hua simon bryant(acting as if u owe him $$ like tat..OR wana fight w u like tat) faint~

the FU LU SHOU...aLL acting cUtE sia...whereby OnLy 1 is cute lo...which is mY dear hUa..haha

outside DOME....err we din study tat day..ended up chatting session sia...faint again~
photographer is me...lol~~gooda shot rite?...lol~

e 4 of us....ehh photographer's simon...angle sooo high siaa...

After stupid sian soci paper...we( hua yy salbiah ice weiyee sister si-mon) go bedok centre makan..it's aso e last day to hua's exams man...2nd last paper for e rest except for yy..still have 2 more...gambateh siaa~then after makan..i duN feeL like goin hm mahh....so go vivo city hang ard w hua n salbiah..hahaa...before tat we went daiso..salbiah bought her cold soba noodles...sooo gooda sia..lol~..after tat her boi boi came sia..we then leave her alone w him..bUT woa...herbf is reali ermmm...taLL....187cm sia..faint~~wHY aRe e gUYs in mY sociaL circle nOT tat tall one?...hmmm mUsT ask her intro mOrE taLL guys to me le... =P at e 3rd level..me n hua machiam photo-taking..alot of classic stuff happen to us lahh...faint~~hua..pLS dUN laugh at mE ar...it is a mistake though...booo~~hahaa

hua n me at..........................vivo city...initially stiLL has salbiah de...bUT ppl have erm le mahh..so we dUN disturb..lol~

hua posing siaaa....hahaa

can u see tat?....ouR eYeS are sooo damn BIG lahh..purposely one..haha

we like abit retarded like tat...lol~

2007-05-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

woaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....it's been such a loooooooooooooooooooong time ever since i blogged man...lol~half a mth wox...not because i dun ve connection or com down or spoilt....bUT i duno wat to blog lahx..lol~

hmm last 2 weeks ar?...like tat loo....sian sian N sian~~hahaa....

i jux remember myself in emo state sia...hahaaa....then horx...reei ask/tell me bout her probs..sum i can help but sum ya...ask ai qing zuan jia loo..hahaa...then the ai qing zuan jia reali "zuan jia" sia..hahaa...nonetheless...dere are certain things tat initial wo klan po le...but hmmm...ai qing zuan jia ma...speaking in another view...analyses w me...soo...clear sum stuff bax....hahaaa...

anyw.....i can foresee tat my pocket is going to have a HUGE hole when my exams are over man.. sian~~~~~going to do selective gatherings arr....=P

2007-04-15T12:55:00.000+08:00

nan dao wo you wo you chu lian le.....bu ke neng wo you wo you chu lian le...ke shi zhen de zhen de chu lian le zhe yi zhong feel...wo you zhen de zhen de chu lian le.........

hahaaaaaa..........nolahx...wo hai mei zao dao wo de ling wai yi ban...lol~~ i jux like...i mean luvv e song...by Mayday...Wo You Chu Lian le...lol~~~~

hmm last week i mean dis week....it's considered quite a peaceful week for me ehx....hahaa...no moRe problems arising...i m learning e process of filtering man...aNd it's rather useful lo..lol~~ to alota things..lol~~

woa...1 thing damn dOtX is bout messages...i jUx cant stand ppl replying jux one letter one lo..duno lahx...i know it's nOt mY business..BUT it's jUx like bu shuang ehx?..booo~~~~..then dere's dis person..funny lahx...close frend sumore lehx..replying me like 1 letter or 1 word...(where normally aso like tat lahx...but sum time ago i said if msg me in less than 5 words..then i dun reply le...and my dEaR frend...at tat period of time reali did reply w more than 5 words lahh...) THEN now horx..dOtX lahhh...either 1 letter oR 1 word......sooo i tell dis... " ...hmmm...jUx to tellu bax..sometimes ur short msgs ll reali make e reader very sian, very like duno how to follow up eh?..suan le...." exact words wox....aND guess wat mY dear dear frend reply........................

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I understand.

OMG sia....i show mY lover...and she dotX lahx...i mean are you sUrE u understand?....mY god~~"u say that u understand...bUt do u reali understand?...haix~~" tat's mY msn nick for e last 2 weeks...faint loo.....i mean it's like..u understand N yEt u still reply me such msg sia?....

haix~~~~~ni wu yao ke jiu le lahx.....=P.....mY lover stiLL e best horx....huuaaaaaaa~~~~~ hahahaaaa =P

oh ya...gOta blog bout dis man...friday night dinner damn funny and filling too ehxx?..din expect whampoa food to bE quite nice...hmm..shall be my dinner place with my lover le...haha...
eh to be exact horx...after dinner then start e laughter session...cos justina found e hawker quite hot so we proceed to one of e void deck to chit-chat sia...dere's one time....thinka laughing at ah hua one lah...
(adapted fRm justina's blog...copyright...only changed e names...hahaaa)

justina : eh, next time birthday come for drinks la..
hua: huh? only drinks ar??? no food ar?
justina: no la...
hua: then i bring myself lor..

then yy started saying..imagine people only drink, you there eating yourself!
and then justina added, and serve people food..
when people ask, where you get the food from..how come don't see any food around?
hua might reply, oh, i bring myself de..

ah hua aso lahh...funny lo she...talk tooo fast le lo...lol~~but dere's more funny thing coming after tat...
justina was LAUGHING so loudly at the playground..
then at the same time,
YY and I were like SHHHHHHHHHH very loudly..
then justina laughed even loudly..(duno wat happened to her lahx...faint)
then YY and I were like SHHHHHHHHHHHHH again very loudly..
and this thing prolly repeats like 3 or 4 times?(reali faint man...)
and ah hua also couldn't stop laughing..
cuz YY n i were practically shhhing justina at the same time..
ya..justina was laughing really loud lo..imagine under e void deck at ard 10++ pm at night man...
omg~~~imagine e scene man...bUt words cannot really describe the funny thing..
if only it is videotaped down....i duN think i can forget bout it man...lol~~~it's reali damn hilarious lahx....aiyoooo
hahaaaa

2007-04-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

mUsT bLog bout dis man...hahaa...

Yvonne says:
eh
Yvonne says:
if got anyone bully u.
Yvonne says:
let me know
Yvonne says:
i go whack tat person upside down
Yvonne says:
no need tell me anyth de
Yvonne says:
just tell me who.
Yvonne says:
i go whack can liao
Yvonne says:
i support u no matter what k?

woaaa...touched sia...i luv u.....yvonne han aka ah meng =P!!!hahaa..tat's why i say sec sch frends aRe stiLL e closest!!! lol~~espec those frends tat u make in sec1...=]

2007-04-08T01:06:00.000+08:00

still had quite a no of photos to upload...bUT last few weeks lazy lahx..but this week cos too many things happen le...din reali get to upload lo..hmm shall do tat sooon...

hmmm.....
"who like to be maligned by others?..certainly nOt me man.."
tat's my nick on msn foR e past few days...
hmmm.....
aLL i can say is dUn test my patience bax...
hmmm.....
experienced being back-stabbed before..
hmmm.....
dUN wish to "experience" it again....
hmmm.....
dUN let me gEt involved in unnecessary things...
hmmm.....
things tat are nOt beyond my control...
hmmm.....
dUn say things tat u assume it is to be....
hmmm.....
face/reputation to me is impt.....
hmmm.....
dUN ever HuRt me
hmmm.....
i canT take e bLoW...
hmmm.....
aNd dUN let me take e bLoW
hmmm.....
cOs i wUn know wAt i ll do...
hmmm.....
i respect u...
hmmm.....
by tolertating u....
hmmm.....
dUN think tat i m soft in nature....
hmmm.....
i m nOt...........
hmmm.....
dUN eVeR uNdEr-esTimaTe me.....
hmmm.....
dUN test me tooo.....

hmmm.....
i m gONa gEt out of this...
hmmm.....
i repeat........
dUN involve me with unnecessary things....

I SINCERELY THANK YOU FOR YOUR CO-OPERATION.

*dUN ask me anything regarding this entry...it's jUX simply mY thoughts n feelings...nO use probing any further as it wun solve e problems...so i might as well...ya....*

2007-04-07T02:15:00.000+08:00

finally updated my photos le...below are the photos of e celebration cum presents given:.......... find urs inside bax?...hahaa...=]

here aRe aLL mY presents given by my dear dear frends...... =]

1stly...here aRe my dear X-HORIZON give me de..
pink cute box with bear bear holding flowers is given my lao da, Xiuming
earrings in plastic bag is given by lao er, Grace
purple box is given by lao san, QianNi
winnie e pooh wrapper is lao si & lao liu, Melissa and Yvonne
plasitc bag at e bottom right side de is given by lao qi, FongYu..

REVEAL aLL presents given by them!!!......

Next is my uni class give me dex....=]

1stly is Caiyan, Ice, WeiYee, Bryant & Yuan Long give me de....guess wat they give me?..

it's slippers!! err pink ones..e 1st time wearing quite comfortable ehx?..but wedges er...tooo thick le la...i cant walk properly sia..then horx..in front dere...hurt alittle of my toes wox..but nvm lahx...quite nice lahx...

next is dear sister bryant give me dex...on it written: A little gift frm me..Hope you like it..
eh..use blue pen to write sia..no sincerity ar u sister?...hahaa..kidding lahx...ehh wat's it lehx? .......guess guess?.........

oooo...it's necklace...quite nice wox....butterfly de wox...hmmm think w/o yy's help dun think dis sister ll know how to buy man...hahaa...nontheless tanks tanks tanks... =]

dis big box + card + earring given by Yue Hua, Justina, Yvonne, Josephine & Si-Mon
wat is it inside ar?....hmmm guess guess guess?????

Inside e card...touching siaaaa

and..........e big box is actually....DVD-Player!!!!!!!! Philips some more....OMG~~~ tanks alot man....fRm now on i cAN watch dvds le....wow~~~~

above are given by KaiLing, Yong Wei and Wee Kia (fRm left to right)...let's guess wat's inside. . .

it's............necklace , bracelet and...earrings!!!!! woaaaaa....

nice combination horx?...hahaa~

3 necklaces received dis year..QianNi's , Wee Kia , Bryant ......purple orange purple!!! hahaa... PuRpLe!!!!!!!!!!!hahaaaa~

earrings received dis year...Grace's , Yvonne Yip's , Kai Ling's......... aLL aSo very the nice wox... =]

On the 3rd April' 07..my dear dear X-Horizon celebrated birthday with me at Just NoOdles...I had a woooonderful time with them man..there's no stopping of laughter, conversations, silence.. all we had were laughter..and MoRe laughter...conversation...and mOrE conversation.. tat's why ec sch frends...aRe the bEsT..u might nOt teLL them everything...bUt...once in awhile meeting up with them ll reali liven up ur mood..espec when u R down..when being w them ll be different ehx?...hmmm...i luuuvvvvvvvvv u alllll =]

mY sPeCiaL cake created DIY by myself!!! hahaa frm gelare....very nice loo...special aso...but horx...e rest complained tat i have no artistic sense sia...boo~~hahaaa

e difference btw yvonne and chan is.....the way they eat pudding...chan uses her dear straw to drink it...whilst yvonne uses e normal ppl's way---use spoon...

Melissa QianNi FongYu....
*grace went back sch to do her report*

wahahaaaa..PEPPER LUNCH...............here i cum...hahaa..i REALI love ah hua man...know tat i had been craving it for soooo looong....and on my bdae say go peper lunch sia...i m sooo happy ...cos i loooove corns!!!hahaaaa =P

tat's mine.....salmon i think..gee gee geee

Yvonne mixing her chicken...in a rather serious face ehx?...hmmm

and this is my dear dear ah huuuuaaaaaaa.....hahaaa

seee....ppl eat till soo orderly and soo clean...

and look at dis....OMG sia....sooo messy sia...hahaaa~~ ah hua ar ah hua........=P

and mine....aso sooo neat sia.....lol~~

In the morning...i went to sing k-lunch with caiyan ice n weiyee..at jurong east de K...early in e morning then i confirm know tat we are going je de k-box...nonetheless..quite fun lahx..gee tanks...=]

this is my dear cake by them...lemon cheese cake...e above decorations are actually fRm our k-lunch de....bUt quite cute lahx...=]

the candle is lit up. . .

here i m...stun by them....lol~

me with the funny cute cake..

will u make a wish..make a wish...ya...here i am...making a wish... =]

the slippers...are given by them...with the cake...

weiyee caiyan ice me...

HERE....i must tank e following ppl for remembering my birthday...and sending sms to me...wishing me in person...in msn...etc etc....hahaaa tanks tanks tanks...*find ur name inside bax...hahaa*

ANG YUH SHIN...he msg me 1 day before..as he's going outfield e next day(which is my bdae) i soo touched sia..hahaa

SOH YUE HUA aka ah hua....mY dear one...bEing e 1st one oN e dOt to msg me sia..geee....

JUSTINA TAN......wish me in msn...and singing birthday song to me tooo....i can imagine her singing in front of me aso wox...tanks~hahaa

YVONNE YIP....wish me in msn aso...together w justina....lol~

CRYSTAL PAN XUE MIAN.......din expect her to remember sia...geee...

YEE KAI LING...funny sia..she said welcum to her twenties' club sia....hahaa...i M stiLL twen-teen!!!!my spelling nO good one...hahaaa

BRYANT TAY MUAN HONG aka sister bryant...he aso another one...wat envy me still soo young sia...as if u very the old like tat...*faint*

CHAN XIU MING...........ya....u are aso my very bang4 de frend!!!!geee

MELISSA TAN HUI QI........simple...bUT sweet...geee

LILIN aka my da sao...hahaaa...she funny sia...say i m oUt of teens yr le..lalalaaa...i M twen-teen!!!hahaa...n alittle dotx ar?..say hope tat i meet my e other half sooon...=P

THAYALINI...............another one asking me to find a bf soon......booo~~ hahaa...

HANNAH CHEONG LING EN..........my lesbian partner....another one emphasize tat "someone 20 le"...tanks ar...hahaa

TAN YISIN......wOAAAAAAaaaaa...she actually remembered sia.................................hahaaa tanks tanks tanks.....

CHRISTINE TAN................quite stun to receive her wishes for me wox...

JOANNA LIN XIN YI...............woa.....u remembered tooo....oooo..iii miss u.....hahaa..looong time din meet u le...espec after i move hse...haix~~

JIAN WEN..........mY dear sister!!!!!having the same birth day n birth time with me!!! except at different venues lahx...hahaa..dUn forget ur this twin sister k?..=]

KAM FONG YU.....eh..u R nOt e last one to wish me wox...hahaaa

JOE...wished me in msn...geee..

NG SHI JIA............my dear jc cla classmate...sooo stun tooo....

CHIN AIDI......forget to msg me on my bdae sia...hahaa..it's okkk..got sincerity can le..=]

LEE CAIYAN
ICE POH WAN WEN
WONG WEI YEE >>>>>>>>>wishes me when met up with me on tat morning...

JOSEPHINE FONG
SABEENA wishes me in class...

LOH WEE KIA....wished me at a very very late date sia....=P

hmmm...aLL i can say is horx... this year...those ppl that i dun expect to wish me msg me..but those who i expect to din do soo..hmm~~interesting horx?..

2007-04-07T02:10:00.000+08:00

found dis in his blog..tanks ar....hahaaa~~ya...i missed those np days to man...when i took dis dear squad....hmmm.....and they created DIS song...fOr me....alamak~~hahaaa

sean edited it in sec 2 i think )
If i were a sook kim son
If i were to marry
I'll marry a sook kim daughter
more than anybody
cause she can sook
i can sook
we can sook together
in the middle of the night
sooking one another ...
adapted frm... http://www.ebloggy.com/blog.php?username=LoNeWoLF

good memories are alwax unforgetable man....hmmmm......

2007-04-07T01:41:00.000+08:00

had a terrible week dis week......fRm sunday aLL the way to today...haix~~ hope dis week ll pass sooon sooooon mann...

duno why...it's like machiam..when nearing my bdae..it's either got things happen before or ll happen after tat one...then i duno whether being affected or wat...ll feel emotinoal de loo...ya..thinka frm jc tat time till now ehx?...hmmm

ydae.....for e 1st time...cant guarentee ll happen in e future anot...but soooo far....ya.... for e 1st time..i broke down for like 3/4 of e journey home....whereby e journey's like 1+abit hr...haix~~ i think horx..if one day u see a person de tears keep dropping...how ll u feel?..or wat ll u do?...

hmmm too much emotions le...breaking down like machiam tap spoil like tat...cant stop.....maybe waiting plumber to cum to repair ehx?...hmmmm

pLs mannn.........let me get out of aLL e problems faced...free of worries...free of problems..

searching back the once me...............
searching.............................................................

still searching...................................................................

hmm i believe i can do it de bax?....as long as one of my principle is strong enough?which is... 'one ear open one eye close' hahaaa...

i believe myself...........zuo zui hao de de de......lalalalala...................................forget lyrics le...

2007-03-30T02:25:00.000+08:00

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone.(i didnt wox) You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off.(quite true ehx...lol~~but same like jo de lehx..) It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.(quite truE for this one..)

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.(er....sound familiar tooo..like jo's like tat sia...)

If u all wana see my "pretty" art...then go see dis ba..hahaa
http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=486901&houseHash=72fcfc0a25c142bda0a34fd5c6f9a634

Hmm....i very bored mah....sooo go do dis test looo....anyw i shalll post photos online same same ba....lol~~~

2007-03-29T00:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm......if wana see how a good cheerleading team is...do checka out dis link ehx?.... hahaa.... good lehx.... best sunshine award, best team spirit award, & 1st runner up for Cheerobics 2007 sia...hmm well done lele....=]

http://youtube.com/results?search_query=KR+Steppers+Cheerobics+2007&search=Search

2007-03-26T01:49:00.000+08:00

yeah~~~my com's back to normal!!! i m back to human in msn!!! no more dc-queen!!! hurrrayy... reason being i re-formatted e whole com again...tedious ehx?...but everything's back to normal!! tat's very the good...geee~~

JUX IN CASE.....u duno wat to get for me horx...gee...i shall write up afew things bax..wahhaaa.. and of cos...sincerity lahx...big things small things it's okk...but with tat sincerity in u...i ll be touched n happy loo...=]

1) DVD PLAYER!!!!!!! top in list man....cos i m like quite out-dated ehx?...no dvd player or dvd-rw...so damn lay-back sia...haha..i no money to buy lahx...if ask parents to buy they aso nOt willing loo...COS in e end i m still e one making full use of it loo...wahhaaa...soo tat's my biggest wish if anyone is willing to sponser me...=P

2) ermm...body scrub bax?..haha....cos mine like spoil soon...lol~~

3) lip-gross cUm lip ice...i m trying to find dis kind lahx..whereby u apply on ur lips is cool cool one...AND e colour is watery kind..shimmery(thinka spelling wrong ar) kind loo......

4) necklaces/hand-made earrings??...... who ll get tired of them?...hahaa who ll had enough of them?....sooo no matter how many i recieve..i still happy lahx...

5) bags/shoes lo...reason is e same as e above...

6) MONEY!!!!!hahaa....e mOsT practical ones....lol~~

seriously.........i duno wat i want aso looo....cos i m more practical mahx...hmm................ those other things tat i want...where/how can ask ppl to get for me dex?..rite?.....lol~~

2007-03-24T13:49:00.000+08:00

youuuuu whoooo......it's been such a loong time ever since i post an entry le... hmmm..reason being...as usual lahx...keep dc-ing..sian lahx...bUt too bad for me lo..maybe it's asking me to go n study ehx?...wahaha~~

hmm..let me update alittle...I aso duno start frm where man…lol~~ hmm.. let me start with mock exam 1st..

hmm soci n ibm I din go..soci cos..wth man...kana locked inside hse sia...mum took my keys out..tanks to her sia....ibm ar?...haix~~ Sunday stomachache din study...so go aso no use sia...gotten back results...hmmm....din expect my results to be like tat for maths n econs sia...(haven got back stats) for maths horx...I careless sia..sum qns lahx...can actually score even higher de lo..wth...hmm...disappointed for tat..din perform up to my std ehx?..alamak~~ econs ar?...haix~~ duno wat to say sia..no face to see Sandra lo..haha...actually...although dere’s a huge difference in my marks..BUT I feel tat I did better dis time than e previous one..reason being I din get any zero for all e qns tat I attempt...wat does dis show man?..tat I actually know my stuff!!! Haha~~BUT BUT BUT....i din study hard enough...lol~~that’s why results are disappointing..then stats horx...no eyes see aso..haha...dear dear swarmi haven finish teaching then ask us take exam le..fantastic ar?...exam qns mostly aso cant do de lo..alamak~~*faint sia*

tat’s enough for studies man....let’s proceed to ermmm leisure time...

my dear dear class had a 2days 1 night chalet last week...14thMarch n 15th March...hmm bbq quite successful loo...quite a no of ppl went...which is a good thing!! =] hmm...got one thing quite “memorable” during e bbq sia..ice weiyee bryant chin guan n me go walk walk during bbq..then ice weiyee horx...very the dotx loo...keep wanting to take photo of me and sister…BUT then horx...cg duno wat’s happening lah…then quite slow aso..kana scolded by wy..lol~~but gd tat he’s slow..oOpX~ I must say here..wy n ice ar…u two horx…未免太无聊了吧？initial group photo right….edit into only me n sister only… wat the…ice sumore put as dp in msn sia..woa~lucky my other side frends duno u two man..otherwise my reputation/face gone le gone le…sad ar…emo ar…all feelings cum out le..hahaaa..oh ya…back to e beach..ice wy n me want to throw b into e sea one…for e fun of it loo…bUT his force strong sia…haha..3gals VS 1 dumb dumb = LOSE~~ haha~not exactly lose lahx..cos dear dear ice suggested filling e bottle with sea water then pour onto him loo...kui ice think of tat man..tat’s hOw dRy person become a wEt person...then horx..under e light horx...ice n me found tat woa...dere’s like scatches on out hands/legs sia...sister de jie zuo..tanks to him...oh ya....must mention dis sia...lol~~ in e midst of pushing him into e sea horx...wy did sth funny sia...wahhaaa...shldnt elaborate here..for e sake of protecting e ppl’s image =X...*wth rite?...hahaaaa*

then horx..more n more ppl aRe leaving...left pathetic 6ppl..namely ah hua..drunk yy, anglea, si-mon n me…b left at 2+am sia...before he’s gone..we played drinking game la..but I din drink lahx..(wahlao~u(someone lahx) dun believe me sia..i reali din drink tat night lo..boo~~)ya..i din drink cos I not ok mahx..watch them drink sia..then after b’s gone..ah hua n I are sitting outside bbq-ing food..i mean continue lo..haha cos I din eat earlier on due to my flu-ness making me nO appetite..then ard 2++ I suddenly feel hungry loo…then got left over bee-hoon n STINGRAY!!! Ya…hahaa..ah hua n I machiam old couple like tat sitting down to bbq sia..lol~~then I bbq-mashmarrow for her..hahaa it’s soooo soft inside man…cos I know how to bbq mah…lol~~I can still remember e taste man..AH HUA>>..can remember anot?...lol~~ after tat continue to play majong loo…dis one must aso mention man…for e sake of those who left early or not inside e hse…out dear yy is like duno wat happen to her loo….see ppl then nuan on them le..biggest “victim” is si-mon..hmm SI-MON...NI ZUAN DAO LE WOX~~hahaaa=P then majong tat time aso funny loo...whole situation is like tat...ah hua wana pong my tile..BUT HORX....duno why lehx..SI-MON(again) continue to play lehx...ignoring her loo..wth sia...then ah hua like “ji dong” THEN knocked against part of her tiles “showin off” her tiles..then yy n I machiam like laugh till wana stomach pain loo...ah hua soo clumsy sia...then kana ignored aso..very dOtX sia...

ya...I think horx..our class horx...dun reali like chalet de lehx..machiam like no one wana stay over de lo...sian~~bUt horx...duno when’s e next time we gona ve such bbq man..espec with sooo many ppl leaving stansfield to sim sia...hmmm~~I still haven decide sia..
then dis week revision week start le...thinka I ve learnt alittle on focusing lo..i mean I had become more concentrate in doing my things..not so easily distracted wox..good thing bax?..hOpE I can continue dis man..=P initial 3 school days..nOw bcome 4 sia..alamak~~
did sum studies dis week wox..gOOd improvement..kEEp it up sk!!! Wow~self-motivation sia...lol~~zi wo an wei aso..hahaa..

hmmm too bad I din let u build ur airport ar?...nearly sia...=P let me wait till so long n I nearly cant get to watch movie...n nearly cant reach hm wox...bUt u R lucky..haha~~ tanks for e present tooo.....1st time I m receiving it soo soon sia...=P

oh ya...recently dere’s stalker lahx..i can sense it man...hahaaa...sister ar...dun bE so k-po lahx..wana spy on me sia..alamak~~ how u know I wun be at e control rm spying u instead?..haha~~I know u wun be reading dis soo I shld write mOrE “bad” things bout u...hahaaa...u dumb dumb~~alwax kana bully by those 2cute gals..hahaa...I gona dig out ur k-box ugly stuff man...lalalaaaaaa =P

thinka I wrote a lot sia...looong entry...hahaaa....oh yaaaa COUNTING DOWN to my saying bye-bye to teenage years....OMG~~~~~~~~8 more days!!!!! =/

2007-03-05T15:16:00.000+08:00

我觉得我自己变得不像我自己了喔。。开始翘课了哦。。有模拟考试，也没去。这很不像我的作风耶！唉。。我应该要检讨检讨了！！

话说回来。。比起以前的我，我以前就算做完了考卷。。我都不会先交上去的。。但如今的我。。不到时间时却交上去了。。或许是我觉得这只是模拟测验，所以我并没有很认真地去考吧。。这是很不对的哦！！唉~我好像自己打自己的嘴巴似的。。明知道我这样的想法，做法是不对的，但我却还这样做。。我真的是 ~~~~~

我希望接下来的几个星期我会加倍努力,不然的话就会浪费很多的时间和钱哦!!

淑琴...加油加油加油!!!.....................大家也一样要加油噢!!!=]

2007-03-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm sian eh...my stupid connection duno wat happen sia...i can see ppl type wox...but horx others cant see me type lo...wahlaox...at tat point of time feel soo emo n down man.....i m jux like a ghost able to see familiar ppl ard me..able to hear their conversations….but I jux cant talk or voice out my opinion and I m invisible at all... how sad can it be man..wahlaox....reali sad man.....imagine everything ard u are movin..but no one is able to see u the lest talk to u...haix~~ I hope dis day wun cum soo sooon man...although I know I cant control dis kind of thing lahx..

I still remembered...there’s times when I think that if I suddenly die...will I regret anot... the ans is different now as compared in the past man..
in the past.....I will think awhile n then say out loud tat I wun regret...cos I feel tat wat I had then are good enough already..i wun ask for more...总之，那时候的我算是蛮天真的吧。。根本没想那么多，毕竟该有的我多有了啦。。有什么好后悔的呢？（那时的我，并没有把爱情婚姻“放”进我的想法）

And now...if e same qn is asked again..i can say tat I will pause for some time n say that it’s not bout regret or wat..but I think I cant bear to lose to death..as in 我会很舍不得我现在所拥有的。。如果死神就这样把我带走的话，我会很不甘心吧。不是说我还没做很多的事情，而是我就是舍不得这个世界，我身边的朋友，我的事情吧！我会很依依不舍吖！*sob sob*

NONETHELESS.........i think it’s bEsT to EnJoY eVeRy mOmEnT tat u had nOw..bE it happy or sad..bE it having exams or having holidays..bE it single or double...bE it bored or not...bE it.......one still gota live to his/her life to e fullest in e present..it may be hard not to think of e past espec those unhappiness or sad memories...but u shld cover those sad memories with those happy cheerful memories..be it tat ur no of sad memories surpassed e no of happy memories...tRy to keep thinking of e happy ones.. LIFE is like a puzzle...u gota fix the bits and pieces of e puzzle urself...n aso with e help of e pp ard u..dun reject them as ur bits and pieces of e puzzle are aso theirs..everyone has their own...=]

Hmmmmmm........suddenly quite emo bax...and suddenly feel tat I haven catch up with sum close frends...like jo hannah lele yisin crystal etc....hmm shall meet up one day with them...oh ya..i jux remembered I saw lele n zizi e other day performing at chingay..and I m like..wow..soo glad to see them...hahaa..oKkkk......before my final exams..gona meet up with them..=]

And PLS..................COM.......be more obedient can?....dun keep dc-ing or suddenly auto-restarting.................................tanks sooo much for ur co-operation.....=P

2007-03-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

wahlaox...............dotx by 2 things n embarassed by 1 thing today sia....

1st thing...dotx by how a minor msg of "wat do u think of me" can blow up e matter.... "interesting" sia....

Sorry guys,
On 28022007 at about 1700hrs to 1730hrs you guys did gotten a sms say "what to you think about me" that person that send this sms was not me it's was one of my major who sent this sms as soon as this is blow up alot was call up to find out who use my hand phone to sent to you guys and the major was demoted due to his action section 45.2 chapter 9.2 his now was 2LTA and his posting has to step down from his dog wing 2IC.
I'm really sorry of what he did to you guys and also my careless of letting this happen
It's up to you guys to forgive me if you guys are pls let me know by sms and etc.

pLs ppl......comment!!!!!! DOTX rite?????..............

2nd thing....wth lo.....tat cyw horx....say wat y.f dun think can continue to do le..hmmm........ tanks to dis sentence tat makes me feel more firm w my decision.....dun feel like elaborate man...

and bout my embarrassed part horx....is that i leave one of my slippers on e stairs when i were walking down sia...damn pai seh sia..somemore got ppl looking..haix~~

and pLs ppl...............currently i din like anyone lahx.....wth....YY n AH HUA!!!!can see e words in BOLD ANOT?...hahaaa.......

2007-03-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

damn hungry now sia...hmmm good tat my hse got cornflakes.... anyw actually i have quite ano of photos to upload...for eg chingay lahx...forget le lahx....ll upload again bax...lazy to update aso ar....
will tRy mY best to upload bax...gee~~~

2007-02-23T11:46:00.000+08:00

By right we shld be study at TCC de...but horx... it seemed out to be a photo-taking session?..haha to be exact onLy one person got study sia...continue to look lo..to find out who's studying...dUn be stun sia..haha...BTW justina yuehua yvonneyip bryant jos n me are present...dO make a guess before scrolling down wox..haha =P

da tou zao

aLL oN smiLes!! =]

actually is duno who ask me to hug de lo..i must say here tat i m nOt e one who started de horx..ms ah hua!!haha

..::me yvonne yuehua::..

..::sMiLeS::..

e one who started it first....

we stiLL baby ar....needa suck thumbs...pardon us pLs...

ah hua---the new milkmaid ar?...

1st terrorist..

terrorists aTTackiNg!!!

who is this cuuute baby doing in TCC wox?...=P (i think i sure kana scold one lol~)

wat's she doing?...

while everyone's sooo engrossed in photo-taking...poor bryant gota study fOr his maths..haha (have u guess correctly?..haha)

..speak no evil.. hear no evil..

BANG!!! terrorist attack!!!

oOpX...finger "bandaged" tiLL sooo big sia...haha~

relaxed after studying...*whew*

geee~

=me bryant jos=

..::gRp pHoTo::..

yy n me stoning leavin yh to smile on her own sia..haha

ultRaman in acTion

murdering yh...

sHoWiN yh wat's e expression of being murdered..haha

2007-02-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

in case u cant watch from the above.. this is the url..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SfBEXjQynY

reali ar...this is funny...

2007-02-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

haPPiiii cHiNeSe nEw year to eVeRyoNe!!!=] may everyone blessed with gOOd fortune, prosperity, love, joy, happiness etc etc...for the coming new lunar new year!!!=]

hmm~ reunion dinner...
eh..er..err..different feeling dis time lo..cos my bro moved out to nEw hse with hhis wife mahx..hmm~ 1st time eating steamboat(every year without fail we will eat dex)with only parents..haix~ alittle quiet wox...cos i remember i used to "fight" with my bro with food dex..if i say i dun miss him ard..then i guess i will be lying bax..bUt i din show it out too much lo...bUt ok lahx..he cum on 18th which is ydae ehx?..with lilin da sao..then liveli abit..
hmm..thinking wat ll happen if i moved out aso??...i think mUsT make it a pt tat reunion dinner definitely mUsT cUm back to eat with them man..and hear yh say her reunion dinner used to cook by her grandma one..then after her grandma passed away..no one cook le..hmm dis makes me alittle xin suan wox..cos reunion dinner is ALWAX cooked by my mum..fRm young dex...hmmmm i shld pick her sUm of her cooking skills man..HMMM~~

another thing tat's quite memorable is the angpows given by my parents..i remembered i used to compare e $$ with my bro de lo..when dere's a big difference de hua..i ll complain de lo...why his is more than me...hmm~then a couple of years back..dad's business no good..then sth happen lahx...lead to my bro nOt happy lo..whoLe family erm hmmmm.....suan le bax...sUm problems arising lo...haix~hOpE it's getting better sOOn bax...=]

hmm quite bored wox...haix~cny to me is more boring than any other days ehx?..
aiyooo..no ppl for me to visit..sUmOrE next week mock lahx..aiyoo...sian sia..plus i lazy lahx..dUn feeL like going out aso..hmmmmmm......a boring life tat i planned for myself...hmm sian~ hOpE i can find sUm goals for my next coming weeks bax..gambateh!!

oh ya........gota blog dis thing..haha..eh can say i harsh or cruel lahx..bUt horx...u like another gal tell me for wat ar?..u say cham ar..u fall deeply for her..bUt tell me for wat ar?..aiyoo..u shld tell her mahx..very the dotx lehx..espec i nOt soo close to u..only close to her mahx..then sumore horx..u confirm no chance de lo...cos she attached le mahx..hOw u want me to tell u?...being toOo straight-forward is nOt my principle wox..cos i dun wana hurt ur feelings ehx?...hmm..so it's better for me to tell u tat 70% she treated u as an ordinary frend lahx..u can try your luck on e rest of 30% lo...can rite?....i think better bax..i hope u wun cUm asking me bout her things man...alamak~dUn wana be involved in middle person thingy...tired lehxx..if wana ask anything regardin bout her...ask her urself lahx...alamak~it's nOt as if u duno her like tat..u dun have her number like tat..aiyoo...=P hahaa dis cupid association de member(me) nOt efficient one..hahaa cant let ice know tat i din do work ehx?..haha....bUt horx..if she's nOt attached i stiLL able to help u lo...bUt bUT bUT tooooo bad...haha =P

PLSSSSSsssssss make me realise sUm of my goals/ meanings in life man...to make myself nOt soo boring for the next coming weeks..hmm bsb nOt doing work aso......forget it bax~~

2007-02-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

ARGH. . . . . . . . . .

i am soooooo damn bored lo.... nth interest me man. . . .

haix~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sUm oNe pLs rescue me ... fRm dis boredem...

sUm oNe pLs suggest me things to do...

sUm oNe pLs entertain me...

sUm oNe pLs enlighten me...

sUm oNe pLs . . . .

haix~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i think i am a gonecase le lahx...

finding absolutely nTh interesting/exciting things to do

finding my life sooo boring...

finding..........

stiLL finding..........

and finding..................

stiLL cant find anything interesting...haix~

2007-02-15T02:38:00.000+08:00

suddenly realize tat i din upload any pics on re_y_ling day de paper making..so here it is..ermm grp photo de lahx..haha..

almost all yec members at recycling day..grp pic

w_lr_ck requested to take again..

this one too...

*e 1st one horx..w_lr_ck , wee k_a n grace nOt ard..
*e 2nd/3rd one horx..wee k_a n chan nOt ard..

2007-02-15T01:42:00.000+08:00

last week i had been going for dating sessions with e following ppl..quite bored though...doing e registration..sit dere slack only lo..sian..haha...getting paid for studying, eating n slacking...my dates nOt too bad ar?..haha~=P

the labelling nOt too bad horx?...haha

i m taking care of dese countries wox...gee

renfang cindy nic dawn

lini yuxin renfang me

me n easter...

lini n eileen in action

cute gal...plus cute guy frm thailand..future doc...nOt too bad looking lahx..haha

me with sweden doctor called Jonas Mordquist =]

lini her n yuxin

pretty lady beside me...she outstanding sia..=P

2007-02-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

zooming in to e pic...e car plate's actually gOnE!!aiyooo..

an accident outside vivo city ydae night...taken frm e bus

2007-02-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

i LUV this soong man..my fav song after superwoman..bai ting bu yan song..
hmmmm.......below are the lyrics in case u cant see..haha =P

超喜欢你-☆飞轮海☆
☆花样少年少女主题曲☆ ☆词:陈信延曲:杨子朴编曲:陈台证☆

心跳快得很可怕呼吸大到有气压
手心冒汗可以浇花(可以浇花)
生活变四格漫画喜怒哀乐被放大
身不由己没有办法(没有办法)

怎么可以这样
怎么可以这样疯狂
怎么可以这样
怎么可以这样爱超出了想像
就算世界与我为敌我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧

想要对你说的话身体由已替我表达
一旦爱了不能作假(不能作假)
一度觉得很头大怀疑细胞有偏差
可是爱了没有办法(没有办法)

就是可以这样
就是可以这样疯狂
就是可以这样
就是可以这样爱超出了想像
就算世界与我为敌我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧

想我超喜欢你是我放在心里好久的秘密
我不敢告诉你甚至没有勇气说服我自己
我问一问上帝要怎么突破我们之间的距离
站在原地是友谊往前一步又怕吓到你
我号称黄金右脚横冲直撞
天下无敌自由来去怎么踏进这个禁区
马上败在你手里

就算世界与我为敌我超喜欢你
超喜欢你不能分离我只相信这个真理
百无禁忌万夫莫敌我超喜欢你
我慢慢不能清醒终于不想清醒
根本不用清醒这个恶作剧 (x2)

2007-02-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

"huhx...my turn to drink again ar........why normal scissors paper stone i still will lose to justina one?...haix~"

"wahlao....dis is sooo strong man..........argh..."

"dammit.....think i drink it with one gulp bax.....wo ren ming le....."

the expression of da jie justina...VICTORY...after managed to guan4 zui4 yvonne...haha...

sey already after 1 or 2rounds sia.......

finaLi..........our tan da jie...justina gets to drink.....FINALI sia....

tat's yvonne yip posing after alittle dRunk.....n of cos where she managed to let tan da jie dRink lo..finaLi.........

me yuehua n jos taking pic....ppL drinking we take photos lo...haha...=P

"Happy 21st Birthday Yvonne.....Love Daddy & Mummy"
woaaaa.....sweet sia....hmmmm i jealous wox..=P

posing together with her birthday cake...21 le wox!!!! haha

wahhhh hold daikon tiLL so tight sia.......nO wOnDeR lahx....daikon frm ERM mahx..
i din say it's fRm simon one ar...i reali din say...

happy ppl...this is e time where yvonne is quite drunk though...after 2rounds?..i forget le..haha

finaLi one fuLL pic of everyone else..gee

*above de captions is i see e photo say de horx...nO oFFeNcE ar... =P *

2007-01-29T20:04:00.000+08:00

hmm...main topic for e past week...
WHY DO PPL KEEP MAKING ME ANGRY/DISAPPOINTED WTIH THEM?..

it all started out last tues when i was soOo ready to go watch a movie..which i had been saying like for quite sUm times le?..yup...bUt nOt achieved..reason being..no money..nOt tat i ve nO money..bUt e ppL initially promised ones budget..promised le..then shld keep yr promise lo..if u tell me a day b4hand tat budget tight cant go movie..THEN i sure ok lo..nvm lahx..cos i can alwax go find other ppl watch de lo..BUT BUT BUT...it's only i reached dere..happily finished lunch then i asked THEN they say..WTH lo....i reali sian diao lahx..suan le lo...

then wed..supposingly say tat ll go n have dinner after lessons..n aso hang ard.. which is why i DID NOT put my tuition date on tat wed lo..n guess wat?....tiLL the VERY last min when they headed to their own destination without waiting for me..they say sth like going sumwhere buy things then go hm.. thanks alot lo....for doing such thing to me...consecutively...n yes lahx..u did apologise...cos of yr not feeling well..fine lo..i accept it frm e bottom of my heart..

then on thursday..recieved call frm my spastic idiot kid...1stly his mum sms-ed me say tat his son asthma then sorta affect brain..so asked me nOt to do maths with him..wth man...headache then cant do maths ar?...dOtX lo..then his son called..tell me say tat he got alot of hw..can dun do my hw anot?...f u lo...one plus week ago i gave e hw to u..n nOw u tell me say tat u cant do my hw...u say in such cases do i ve e "right" to feel angry?...fine...i tolerate...

friday...at night tat time got meeting..tanks to those who initially so ON one nOt to turn up lo...left pathetic 3 nOt-enthu-at-all ones to cum for e meeting..tanks sOoo much ar...then mOsT impt ppl cum then talk lo..tiLL 11.30pm then i say needa go hm then he decided k lahx..we ll talked again tml(sat)..dis one nOt angry at all..bUT gota doubts in e whole thing lo..shldnt discuss it further since i ve talked bout it in e previous entry..

sat...mY vERy initial plan is to fast fast blend e thing so tat i can compile e papers into booklet form..n yet horx..sUm idiots ask us to move e things to e hard court area..then one thing le me bu shuang is...u r a man...shldnt u be more gentleman ENOUGH to carry e heavy roll of papers yrself instead of carrying a so-obvious-a-very-lighter roll of papers yrself?...dis already let my anger go alittle up..then sumore..coaching class start at 2pm sharp..n tat sat lack of coaches le..i one person gota go teach 4grps of ppl mehx?...i nOt super-wonderwoman lo..n if u once or twice late..i ok lahx...bUt horx... everytime lehx gal gal...u think u r adding salt to my "wound" anot?..making me mOrE worked up mahx..sumore hard court area needa ppl lo..then tat "stupid" sumone come up duno do wat instead of helping her out..n at tat time duno wat u, gal gal, thinking lo...asking him to teach sia...aiyoyo....n sorry lehx...i jux supposingly to say louder to u nOt to ask him to teach..bUt thinka too loud bax..n become like shout kind..but after tat got apologise to u lahx..then u aso got see yrself tat u aso alittle blur too..suan le lahx...dis one nOt impt..impt thing is horx..once someone rejected yr call sayin tat she's not free to talk..DUN expect another person ard u to call lo..wth man...as if e answer ll change like tat..cyw ar...u horx..sumtimes be more sensitive enough lahx...reason why i snap at u at u two of cos got reason de lahx..cos my two kids...wah..faint i tell u..i had alwax been soOo patient de lo..bUt these two kids duno wat happened lo..dare to challenge me sia..1stly..ask him learn spelling..wrong le..ask him to rewrite quite a no of times..by then he shld know how to spell e words le mah..BUT horx...he cant spell for me lehx..n e meanings of e words i explained to him is like repeating one lo...haix~another one aso...too distracted le lo..ask him simple qns like..wat is the centre/middle value btw 0 to 10...i even used ruler to tell him lo..n yet he cant ans me..in e midst of it..a simple thing such as is 8 = 6 ??....he can tell me tat yes..8 is equal to 6 lo.. wah..i heartbroken lo..i can sense tat e more i teach, the more i suspect bout my own ability..espec maths..e more i teach..e more i hate lo...haix~

sunday..woke up early in e morning lo..ya..very early 6+ lo..met grace go cc lo..reaching hard court..ah huat asked us go eat breakfast..so good rite?..bUT horx..sum idiot again...see us walking towards cc asked us go back to hard court to cotinue blending lo..tanks ar....EARLY in e morning din even ask us if we have eaten anot then ask us go n blend le..haix~ damn disappointed de lo..then later heard frm ppl say tat during e introducing to those vips horx..she kana being squeezed out to e crowd instead of explaining lo..haix~why are we being used?...
then horx..another quite disappointing thing is..my direct boss...disappointed in things tat he said or done..i m quite oPeN bout my feelings on sunday too...for e next few mths jux before e bgm..i gona see/feel it for myself if i shld stiLL continue for e term..

monday..which is today...supposingly to go sumwhere after maths de...haix~ history repeats itself lo..till e last min i asked arent we supposed to go other places..haix...they say going hm...again excuses..i know the reasons are true..bUt shldnt u tell me beforehand???......u say tat u dun feel emotionally good dese few days..bUt telling ppl tat u cant make it..is it soOo difficult?..it jux takes a spilt second for u to tell ppl tat lo..haix~...
then horx..alittle angry/disappointed w u ehx..why u go n accept his idea of having night cycling event ehx?..espec his erm..main thing is to hui2 kui4 to those students only..i duno wat happened lahx..i duno is it cyw or w or u yrself who wan to do it..bUt i jux dun wan to be another of anyone's pawn to be used.. espec after the **cycling event..
N i m aSo quite tired needa entertain those two ppL..bUt u reali needa stand firm lo..cos i know tat u r easily soft-hearted to agree on things one..u may not know yrself..bUt reali..i tell u le mahx..u r like me kind lo..very easily influenced n soft-spotted kind..bE yRseLf can?...

haix~..thought tat i can cooL mYseLf down bY today..bUt hmmm.... hOpE tat i emotionally can bE stable...n i did 2 stupid things today too...haix...1st is i nearly fell down frm e bus..as in double decker mahx..i was walkin down e steps bUt e bus drive soo fast then i nearly rolled frm top to bottom lahx..bUt luckily i managed to hold very very tightly to e poles..hmm..so din fell..gee...another ting is..i got soo emtional tat my tears jux dropped when i m on my way hm durin e bus journey..hmm....too many things raced thru my mind bax...

bUt i hope tml ll be a better day for me!!! =]

2007-01-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm gOt mixed feelings on friday lo....which is "ydae"..

hmmm simply hOpE tat 答应过的事，你必须做到咯！！不要做事只做到一半.....你就让我对你改观吧!! 不要只是光说得好听, 而不去做...let me change my pt of view towards u horx... cos i dUn lose confidence n trust for ppl for nth one....unLess...u did things tat ll let me have e thinking lo... hmm so ni jia you bax!!! hOpE everything's going on fine for u wox.... =]

2007-01-26T01:42:00.000+08:00

youwhoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.................haha copyright frm yy...lol~

anyw jux wana blog dis..haha...jUx 2 little things tat make me happiiiii....erm actually 3things bax..

NO 1 : i gOt to eaaat sushi today(thurs)!!!!!!!! haha.....cos crave for quite loooong le...initially wed go eat dex...bUt nvm lahx...i got to eat it today le!!!haha.....happy sia...eat tiLL fuLL fuLL dex..haha

NO 2 : i gOt back my fone le!!!!!!!haha...n alittle different lo..cos sum program got changed mahx.. then haix~.......contacts missing...if i happen to reply asking who r u rite....pLs dUn be sad/disappointed k?....cos my sim card fuLL le...then go service phone..so contacts gone lo..paiseh wox...

NO 3 : my bsb entertained me today n actually for e past few days...felt happy...cos nOt get bored easily..hahaa..bUt hmm my sms usage gona increase sia..=X
bUt alittle touched bout wat u tell me today wox..tanks for e concern!! =]

oh ya...BSB------->hOpE tat u can improve yr slping habit wox..dUn slp tooo mUcH lahx... =P

2007-01-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

hmm..sUcH a Looong daY today...sian~haix~lucky got b.s.b to msg ard..haha..

anyw i specially wana blog this..haha...oUr dear s*ndr* horx..interesting lo...today horx.. she said "Are you all tired?No?..then let's continue...." wah...after she said tat everyone in economics class stun lo...lol.........n burst out laughing......wat's e reason?...cos she said tat in a breath sia..din even wait for us to reply if we r tired anot lo...then she say continue le...wat the dotx sia...haha...she herself aso laugh lo...lol~

tat's e funny thingy bout today..

hmm i gota say 人的忍耐是有限度的..你不要越过他们的极限..不然会造成反效果的..

还有就是牧羊座的人呢..就是不太会适应最后一分钟的安排..更不喜欢在最后一刻时被人爽约!!所以你要和牧羊座的人做很好的朋友的话，事情/约会安排好后就别改了吧！就算改的话，也得早一点说哦！！------------这就是我今天要告诉大家牧羊座的这一点，也希望想和牧羊座的人作好朋友的话..要注意这一点噢！！ =]

2007-01-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

oh ya...forget to say tat my fone kana go visit doctor sia...thurs then can return back to me... haix~ gona misss her man................

haha....dese days i reali up in luck sia..haha...got ppL owe me a meal..got ppl owe me a movie too..haha....i mUsT claim it sOOn sOOn..or else they ll forget..n i wun let them forget dex..gee....

dese days i alittle slow motion sia..hmmmmm.......................................

2007-01-24T00:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. nEw skin wox..quite nice rite?..haha..haix~ by right i shld be typing my minutes dex..bUt horx..aiya...i too lazy le lahx...lol~ update alittle 1st on my pazst few days de bu xin4 sia...

it aLL started on 21st Jan(sun) on e day of re*y*ling event whereby we r supposed to help make paper lo..frm junk mails to paper..hmm initially i wana make e solution thinner dex..then horx..he say dun do tooo thin 1st...anything add water later...wth lo..in e end added alot of water..i even re-blended it lo..then horx..when he saw tat e solution like quite concentrated..he say why soo concentrated de ar?...er..helooo who ask me nOt to make it dilute 1st de huhx?..haix~ feel like arguing back lo..bUt dun wana waste my energy sia..

dis stiLL ok lahx..worse thing tat happened horx is in e afternoon...reali wtf lo..by right i teachin tat spastic kid for 1.5hr..in e end i taught him 2+hrs lo..teach until rain lo...n i tat day soOo free n easy..wth...seriously i dun mind teaching longer lahx(i alwax do lo..to finish up lahx) bUT horx dis one different case lo..where got ppl take 2hrs+ to fuLLy understand e qn one?..one moment i teach him e other moment he forget..initally ask him got any qns..he say dun ve..ask him do himself tat time...woa...stuck lo...WTH....pak chiek sia...

when i reached downstairs(his blk downstairs larx)..no more rain le lahx then bus jUx left lo..so i thinkin i go to e sheng shiong dere see got anything to buy anot lahx..reached dere le..buy sUm sweets going to go to e bus-stop tat time...raining sia....wth man...好不下这个时候下..kaox~~thought of taking a cab hm..bUt no cab at sight..so suan le lo..wait for rain to be alittle smaller tat time run to e bus-stop lo..oh by the way..bus-stop nOt very near horx...in fact ard 100 metres away i think..i took e bus reached je tat time..wahhh pouring like mad sia...so i think i switch bus in order to reach at my blk's bus-stop lo...haix~~~ suay sia... lucky i din get sick....

oh ya..i complained to bsb bout how tat "particular interesting" person (p.i.p) judge me lo..and bsb talked to tat p.i.p(aka naggy old man) le..haha..happy sia...hmm testing my ren ge ar u?... irritating...=P ....

2007-01-16T00:31:00.000+08:00

hmm LoNg time din bLog le..nOw jUx feel like blogging lahx..complain complain lo...=P

hmm recently luck reali down lo....sat de shi hou got flu...then sunday recover...then sunday i soOoo damn suay lo..fell down frm steps sia..woa....fantastic horx?.....told myself earlier tat rainin..must be careful..i still take extra care lo..bUt in e end lehx...it stiLL happened sia..somemore in a spilt second wox..n my heart skipped a beat wox..on 14th Jan '07... my 3rd time in my life tat i fell down frm steps..tanks to my precious legs wox...

hmm thought i m ok lo..bUt dun seemed to be in dis way wox..today(15thJan) my right waist pain sia...kaox.......aso got flu lo...iNtErEsTiNg sia...somemore gals' problem wox... woa......... 3pains come at one go sia.....haix~ want to test my tolerance towards pain?..want to torture me?...or want me die ar?....aiyoyo......

oh ya..nOwadays been goin down to cc to look after e garden..hope e plants go well ehx?...even with e heavy rain going on...zhen qi yi dian k?..=P

2007-01-05T00:51:00.000+08:00

2007 de resolution

1) mUsT dO mY bEsT to sPeNd LeSs
2) gota do mY bEsT to bE mOrE fOcUsEd in my sTuDiEs
3) dO mY bEsT in hELping thoSe tAt i aBLe to help..
4) cOnTiNuE mY bEsT to bE a gOOd bUddy to thOsE who considered i m to them =]

2007-01-05T00:25:00.000+08:00

回顾2006

Jan to Jun/Jul
working quite happily at t*sh*b*, got to know doreen, tilah, laura, ms wong, linda, mr tan, mr ho etc...

Feb/March
gotten my results..nOt very happening..cant get into e course i want..so switching direction to private uni...

April to Sept
get to know w**k**rather well..quite lucky/fortunate for me to have him as my close buddy..

Jul to Dec
got into Stansf***d Collage taking BSC in Management under e degree of Un*vers*ty of L*nd*n...
met cliques like c*iy*n, y*eh*a, i*e, w*iy**, br*a*nt...and uncles like m*ngka*, chi*gua*, s*mon, yua*lo*g...jap crazies yvo**e..nail-art crazies j*sti*a...hardworking ppl b*n, j*e, y*zh*n, sab**na n other ppl.....
met interesting lecturers like..m**rthy!! sw**mi..s*ndr*..p*trici*..

Sept/Oct
teaching till i tired sia...psle kids..gota pia together w them..make me scared sia..

Dec
mock exam...=S
ipoh trip with bro n lilin
n*cl* camp w y*c ppl (hope tat we ll be mOrE uniteed after camp)
xmas celebration w jc n uni class
countdown chalet w dearest jc class (cant believe tat it's our 5th chalet le wox...)

2007-01-05T00:15:00.001+08:00

hmm long time din write le...1stly is all tanks to my com for breaking down at e wrong time ehx?..haha..but i re-formatted it le lahx...

quite happening in e holidays wox...haha everyday bu shi play jiu shi play...every noe n then aso play..din touch my studies at all...fantastic sia......lol~ hope i wun be sooo nOt focused in yr 2007 le wox..ermm shall write another entry on 2006 n resolution bax..gee....

Xmas Eve:
xmas dinner w uni class nOt bad wox..
then xmas gathering for jc at NOS
then reunion w uni ppl for supper..haha
*pics shall update again bax*

New Year Eve:
1st time celebrating in chalet..
got a different feeling..haha
activities nOt too much..bUt ppl are gReAt..=]

3rd Jan'07:
late for ibm lecture..but din get locked outside lahx(cos they threatened to lock us outside)
soci lecture cancelled cos jayanti mc(stunned cos thought she wonder-woman)
econs = sian...= cui mian like tat...either keep yawning or eyelids closing....yuehua's my best witness sia.. econs result aso nOt soo good..although to sandra like f.good wox...sian~

2006-12-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel quite emo..n super duper sian ba..things jux doesn’t go what we wan them to go..frends can change I suppose?...finding different grp interest and switching cliques/frends?.. hmm wat m I talking bout?...weird me ehx..

nowadays dun feel like going out le..isit cos for the past few days days I keep going out till quite sian?..i duno lehx..mood quite down lehx..do I want it this way?..dere r sum kind of emptiness in me..and of cos other emotions, feelings, thoughts inside me..

maybe I shld do sum meditation soon..to really think bout e way I m going to live..

watched chong shang yun xiao today..feelin even nOt very e gd ehx..i m scared..of losing… losing anything..be it frends or family or whosoever..does it mean tat I cant stand loniness? I lacking of security now?..i guess I ve gota face e fact ehx….i m afraid of e next moment..not knowing wat’s gona happen.. I may seem strong ehx..but is it a gd reason to cover myself frm letting ppl know my weakness?..

hmm since when have I been so negative ar?..unlikely of me lehx..where’s e happy-go-lucky gal who is positive bout life n things one?..who used to be cheerful in any situations one?..who used to be quite simple-minded n wun think too much one?..who used to be quite open bout myself, willing to tell/share ppl bout things? …who used to have strong determination in her? …who used to………..I duno….. lost somewhere in this world bax....

2006-12-21T02:18:00.000+08:00

On 16th and 17th Dec'06..we had a yec camp geld at NACLI...quite memorable although quite slacking sia..haha..hope everyone ll be moRe united n bonded even after e camp bax..=]

YEC rocks sia...pro us for breaking the record...haha..

e grp tat breaks e record ehx!!

tanks to jordan for the idea n of cos everyone else who co-operated w him

ain turn into peacock?...

where got peacock so pretty with smiles on "its" face one?..

ppl wearing shoes aso wan to take..alamak~ ppl answering call aso wan to take..aLaMak~~

grace trying to draw water frm e well

wishing well!!with no water...dOtx..

2006-12-15T23:08:00.000+08:00

hmm..说句老实话吧！
我觉得你就好像我的镜子似的。。
对人忽冷忽热的。。。
热的时候，跟人超好的。。
冷的时候，简直就像陌生人。。

好还是不好呢？

话说回来。。说个故事吧。。。。。
有这么的一个她对某个他不是没感觉的。。可以说最先开始是有种强烈的感觉。。然后就淡了下来了。。可是万万没想到，那个她喜欢的他竟然向她表白。。她当然不知所措啦，可照着自己的想法去回应他--心里还没有准备，但对他并不是没有好感的。
告诉了他以后，日子也是一样得过。但不知道她是否想太多，但总觉得彼此之间并没有像以前那样亲近了。反而彼此之间好像越来越远了耶。以前他还会经常发简讯给她的，但日子久后。。要不是她主动问候他，可以说他不会回应的。其实，她心里有两个声音--是否直接了当拒绝他，但又想说没给他个机会怎么知道呢？可是她的朋友说如果现在已有问题了，那有什么更好的理由接受他呢？--其实还蛮有道理的--所以呢。。请大家帮一帮她吧！！！=]

2006-12-15T02:46:00.000+08:00

after putting on sOoooo many photos...i tired le..got tings supposingly need to update/say dex...bUt tired le lahx...next day gona wake up early de lehx...=S niTex n sWeEta dReAmz to mYseLf..gee

2006-12-15T01:35:00.000+08:00

went to mal on 8thDec '06...with mummy, brother n his wife(who is my da sao)..basically is my bro n da sao wan to see e village n of cos my grandparents..and to discuss bout e wedding dinner next yr(2007)held on 17th Jun'07(i think)...

waiting in e coach..long queue at tuas area..

baby finali like my bro other mANy attempts..=P

MUMMY n meeee......

大家一起拍照！！

极乐洞.....

小舅的孩子....超顽皮的！！！

山宝洞的外面.....

山宝洞---可里面并没有什么宝耶...

在怡保最有名的观音洞....

大哥和大嫂---他们身后是许多的观音像

超可爱的美芳穿着裙子

背景是我“设计”

新村家的井

TingTing and me...

Gingerbread house in ipoh de ParksonGrand...

soooooo cute n sweeeet

long time no see her stiLL sooo cute...(actually 1yr lahx...)

oh...btw she's a gal ehx...ppl mistaken her as him....cos little hair...

大舅一家（不包括两个儿子）

活生生的虾

好大的鱼儿

可爱的阿仪

cousins..

表妹, 表弟

二，四，五舅的其中几个孩子

回家的路途...还蛮伤感的.....=/

大嫂大哥还蛮精神的...

开始下起雨来了....

突然下起好大的雨哦！....

雨停了！！

2006-12-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

mOtOr sHoW on 14th Nov '06..went with caiyan, ice, chinguan, mingkai, yuanlong.......

Rinspeed Zazen....dream car ehx....

inside aso orange...xiao mei's most fav...

Mitsuoko Otochi--Nude Top Roadster....

my ideal car earlier of dis yr...

one word to describe dis car......cOoL........

most fav ideal bike..

quite cOoL eh..

cute rite?...

inside aso soo kawaii....

chio si le..........

Alpha Romeo Spider...mei dao.........

model aso chio...

Mitoko de car..

quite zai de cover top...

gu dong car w cute little gal...

Suzuki car in acTion..

2006-12-14T00:58:00.000+08:00

forget to upload pics of jc class having bbq at west coast park on 21st Oct 2006.. =P

shuehyi enjoying herself w e help of hilda(in orange)

aidi posing for me to take...geee

euan's bdae on tat day...a slice of cake frm Mc Cafe..

eating cake...

the artisitc piece of laying out of chicken wings is done by me!!!!! haha..

me yisin n lele...

2006-12-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

look thru my entries..found out tat i din update alot of pics ehx..hmm...

me n chan at PAYM concert held at.....hmm i forget le..=X

me n chan

周崇庆 in action..soo serious wox..

kaira singing..

SHE!!!!!!!!!taken video of their dance n singing..bUt dun thinka can upload rite?..too bad..haha=P

2006-12-01T16:33:00.000+08:00

hmm...long time no update le..eh..ya...i stiLL alive..=P

reason cos initially it's cos i shifted hse,tel no change..sooo cant access internet lahx..then horx...can access tat time com break down..interesting horx?..ya.. now jux using ppl's laptop to update only..haha..*ku xiao*....

update again after my mock n when i finished "repairing" com bax...=X

2006-11-18T00:35:00.000+08:00

hmm...duno why everytime try to upload photos..page ll hang..sooo nvm lo..update next time bax..cos mOsTLy r photos taken frm spore motor show 2006 one...

hmm...nOt mUcH things happen dis week ehx..maYbe even if got things happen le..i might forget or.....dun wan to thinka bout it lo...aiya...oNe mUsT alwax look to e present n e future mahx..nO use in looking at e past..eh..mayb memories bax..can thinka bout it..mAy all e hAppY mEmOriEs live in me..sad ones can sTaY aWaY frm mE as fAr as pOsSibLe...=] unlikely bax..lol~

oh ya..jux remember a reali paiseh ting happen to me during dis week de econs tutorial on wed..haha.. ya..reali reali paiseh..cos horx..eRm ask me to go present e ans on e board..i mean it's like OMG..i duno hOw to explain lo..hmm...only know how to draw only..wah piang ehx..ask me explain..*shake head* anyw i "solved" my prob by taking golden uncle's paper..haha...he wrote e whole essay lo..ya..if ask me things i know i still ok lahx..woa..ask me dis..i was like b4 tat heart keep beating..hands bOth cold until duno wat..face hot till duno wat too..yh know lo..lol.. luckily i m nOt e type tat face red de hua..very obvious dex..so it's like still can cover up bax..haha..

lame si le lo..golden uncle's best buddy(aso known as san ba yi zu de ren) even laugh lo..say...你很紧张horx?..dOtX lo...sOooo obvious ar?..haha..but tooo bad both of them aso go up to present..

oh ya..again..haha..on tues de ibm horx..moorthy very ke lian lo..only 5ppl turn up..hmm..ppl cant wake up on time bax..got crap w him..haha...he nOt bad lahx....quite lame aso..hmm..haha=P

oh ya..3rd time...dis one is bout swarmi...our dearest dr swarmi..haha...he aso can be quite lame n fun de ehx..hahaa...bUt horx..he very clever lo..aso teach us short cut..woahahhaa...tooo bad he too soft-spoken lo..otherwise ll be well-liked by ppl..anyw horx..he n his temper good lehx..cos horx..he came in alittle late..then we were like playing cards..then we say..wait ar...then he say..ok...last round le huhx?...funny sia..then we bcome "bad" students..cos ice bored mahx....so played cards during his lesson..oOpX...BUT must stand up for myself ar..i FINISHED his tutorial le then play one horx...=P..nOt exactly bad rite?....gee...

ya..tat's all bax..tues 14th Nov de motor show next time then update bax..=]

2006-11-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

blasting e music in my ears now..choosing all those heavy metal music..or those nOiSy ones..

doom nmad nwod... htw nam.... znais ol....

nac enoyna llet em tahw rea eht sdohtem ot eveiler sserts ro nud leef os derob or znais??.......

2006-11-10T03:45:00.000+08:00

updated many pics today...tired le..haha...

long story cut short bax.. my mei fu has 荣登最高荣誉级的uNcLe le..in other words...1st class w honours de uncle ehx...haha this is decided by ice n me...simply cos...he treated us..wahahaha...ice n me like very easily to 被收买 like tat..lol~ but still got other factors lahx..haha...sooo CONGRATS ehx...=P....

next is i m damn pissed off jux now...w myself too...forget it..but tanks for cooling me down,wk.=]

fri(to me is later bax) gona be looooong day for me..staying at hm to pack my stuff....moving next week lo..n yet i haven done any packing...haix~......

lastly... stupid piggy =P .....不愧是我的死党，这么容易就猜得到!! 不好玩得! but 不错嘛你.....哈哈！

2006-11-10T03:39:00.000+08:00

Moorthy going headwired after our last make-up class at 8.20pm..haha...

Bryant wearing Ice's necklace...fashionable sia..lol..actually kana forced by mama dex..=P

Bryant wear e necklace till sian le..haha...but horx..it took him sometime then take off lehx..can see tat he quite like to wear this kind of necklace?...=X

2006-11-10T03:30:00.000+08:00

DIU DIU DIU.....here's our drinks...

acting spastic sia..=P but quite cute eh both..

one acting spastic..e other cool...hmmm...=X

jiao pei jiu...lame si wo le larx..gee

above are aLL taken by me..hand very tired lo...-.-'''

2006-11-10T03:13:00.000+08:00

jux feel like uploading pics now..haha=P

Terrorist!!!..-.-'''..(using handkerchief as a coverage cos i packing things...)

Me wearing Jo's specs in e fitting rm

Me wearing Jo's specs again outside at IMM..haha

Me n chan at PAYM Concert

both dou zhe zui ba..haha

PAYM quan ti he zhao

2006-11-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

eh..did alittle fortune jux now..haha bo tai ji zuo mahx...=P waiting for my hair to dry..then see friend's blog got this link..then try out lo..haha... anyw link is www.superfate.com/channel_fortune

sian sia...today stomach pain..most likely cos of drinking coffee with empty stomach bax..PLUS i dun ve e habit of drinking coffee lo...hmmm...anyw today wah...kana lame si le lo...by my dear xiao mei CAIYAN...n dear ICE.....diu her diu dere....LAME SI LE LARX!!!!=P....

anyw at hm still kana forced by mum to drink duno wat kind of tonic..then stomach more weird lo...ARGH!!!!!!! i go slp soon le bax..anyw time nOt early le lo..sUmore tml one FULL day lo...frm DAY TO NIGHT!!!!!! 930 class till night-time 8plus plus...tsk tsk tsk....SIANZ!!!!!

2006-11-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

Your sign is Diamond in Chinese Horoscope

◎Your life is represented by the lucky diamond, courageous and organized. You can make a fortune with your great talent and creativity. You like people who is well-behaved and wise and you also live an elegant life with good taste, which makes you an unique person of artistic temperament. ◎

Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the diamond, not only pretty, yet with femininity. You were born naturally elegant and will enjoy a comfortable lifestyle with a great taste in life.

Diamonds are often brightly displayed in glass cabinet, so you have the extraordinary qualities of an artistic spirit, and are often pampered and treated as the center of attention This may lead you to have fickle, lazy characteristics. Others feel you are not easy to get along with because you are quickly unhappy when your idea isn't followed, and you don't apologize. The diamond has the highest degree of hardness, so you may be a bit stubborn but also full of justice and fairness. You like intelligent people with artistic talent and dislike hypocrites.

You admire those who are willing to sacrifice and dedicate themselves to others with a sense of justice. In your entire life, many individuals are destined to help you in the difficult times because of your previous charitable acts and virtuous character. You are able to live a good life in the present life, so keep this in mind and always help others.

◎Health Analysis: Your liver and gall is weaker.◎

According to your destiny analysis, your liver and gall is weaker, which caused irritability and acne when you were young. But over age 40, your liver and gall require additional care, or you may have problems such as high cholesterol and triglyceride, abnormal liver, liver or gall deceases, or even suffer a delining immune system, which leads to failing eyesight. Therefore, it's very important for you to pay attention to your liver and gall and maintain a stable schedule for your life. Monitor your glycerin level, consume less alcohol, avoid fatigue, and most importantly, do not to stay up overnight.

There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer sour and spicy flavors like Thai food, which means your cells are filled with too much wood element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.

◎Health Analysis: The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker as well.◎

The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker as well, which caused minor problems like bad breath, upset or bloated stomach, and diarrhea when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your stomach and intestines is needed, or it may lead to major digestive system problems such as esophagus infection, stomach or intestinal infection, gastric ulcer, hemorrhoids, intestines polyp, diabetes. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and stress, maintain a stable lifestyle and schedule, sleep and wake early, eat regular meals at regular hours, don't drink alcohol, and consume less acidic food and drink in order to protect a congenitally weak digestive system.

According to your destiny analysis, you tend to the type of person who gets nervous easily, and your life lacks consistency, which leads to inconsistent meals, or even skipping meals when you are busy. These eating habits will weaken your digestive system. In addition, you worry too much about your responsibilities, which can cause stomach aches.

If you want to change your fate and destiny, eat properly with a consistent amount of food each meal. Learn to relax your mind and body even while eating and you can change your destiny. If you are able to develop the good habit of sleeping and waking up early, it will completely change your fate and destiny with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.

◎You are willing to be devoted, dedicated and sacrifice for a relationship. Your love is full of romance, so to be your companion is to be blessed with love and happiness. When the passion cools down in romantic love, many problems emerge, which require your tolerance and wisdom to overcome. ◎

In romance, according to our analysis, men tend to fall in love with you at first sight but lack the confidence to go after you. If they dare win your heart, the romance heats up quickly, but you have many disagreements because you tend to have a temper and be in a higher social position. Generally speaking, you make quite a good first impression of you because you are capable and charming, but men may feel you are too high to reach. As a result you don't cherish or learn how to maintain a relationship. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to conceal your outer beauty in order to find more sincere and suitable lovers who aren't just attracted to your looks. Then true romance will come your way.

In the journey of life, your romantic or marriage partner tends to be very different from you. You don't easily have a spark of love with any colleague, but do easily start a relationship with someone from a different background and environment. You are mutually attracted to your differences, but you have to overcome the wide gap together. Therefore, it's better to think twice about your ideal partner when it comes to marriage. If you are still waiting for romance, consider people around you who are unlikely candidates and they might be the possible one. As long as you sincerely give a little hint, the happiness is right beside you.

◎Career Analysis: Most of your jobs, in any industry, require some creativity, communication and critical thinking ability.◎

Most of your jobs, in any industry, require some creativity, communication and critical thinking ability. For example, R&D, marketing, sales, etc. As long as you keep turning your ideas into action, your value in a company is irreplaceable. If you choose jobs that require critical thinking ability, your work will go smoothly (jobs that are labor intensive are not suitable). You tend, however, to think from only your own point of view, so you may lack a broader perspective for higher management. You should further strengthen your experience, and if you want to reach the next professional level, then you should be more understanding and considerate of other employees and communicate more, in order to improve your leadership ability.

◎Wealth Analysis: You know how to make money well through investment or starting a business.◎

According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make money well through investment or starting a business. You knew the importance of the money since you were young, and knew it's very difficult to be rich depending only on a salary, so you learned about investment earlier than others. Therefore, you were making money with investments while others were spending money and enjoying their lives. Born very clever, you will not spend money if unnecessary, but will be relatively more generous to your children. You will invest most of your wealth or reward those around you throughout life. Afterwards, you will bequest most of your wealth to your children and relatives.

2006-11-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

haha...quite surprised tat piggy actually know wat i m thinking ehx..to be exact..guess correctly lahx..although i still haven tell her..haha..bu kui shi wo de piggy...luv her ehx..lol..=P... hope her bf din see lo..or else he got jealous wox..lalalalala....

anyw sorta out my thoughts le bax..many tanks to my dear dear chan...needa thank her for kai-dao-ing me...gee........bu kui shi lao da wox...=P.....

oh ya...i today reali go headwired le lo...haix~ pack ye bu shi, study ye bu shi, slp ye bu shi.... alamak.......wat's wrong with me wox?....haix~ sian sia...............duno y i soooo restless...tsk tsk tsk

2006-11-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

ARGH...............I AM TROUBLED!!!!!!...............

duno how to reply man.....

我真的觉得自己很奇怪！！我期待得来时，我却感觉到害怕....... 真不知道自己在想些什么...好困扰哦！！

2006-11-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

by right i shld update my sun 29thOCt 's entry..BUT..hmmm....ya...haha..
lazy sia..depends bax..lol~

我觉得自己怪怪的....不知道是什么样的事情让我有这样的感觉......但我真的不知道要用怎么样的心情去面对他.....朋友吗？还是....................我也不知道....唉！！难道我在期待吗？...该不会吧....................hmmmm...还真得蛮苦恼的耶.........

真烦啊!!!!!

2006-10-31T02:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm....long time din write le....eh to be exact 8days ya?..wahahaha....

eh...forget got wat tings happen le...BUT......still can remember things for e last 4days?..starting thurs?....haha...Looooooong entry dis gona be...without pics too....wahahaha....nO patience then dun read lo..simple as tat....=P

THURSDAY......26thOct'06
initially stay at hm dex....but got tuition..sian........sooo ask qia out after tuition..for dinner or movie or wat....meet at vivo..haha...me n my vivo..why i say this is cos i keep asking my x-horizon ppl go horx..BUT horx..like alwax not free de lo..kaox....then chan say..she keep on going dere,sian le lo..hmmm....anyw me n qia ate Long John(wah..the staff slow sia..) then watch movie..another M18 movie..haha..
The O in Ohio..
it's quite lame lo..as in it's talking bout a woman(lead actress) having organism prob..cant ve high peaks when having sex..then her husband aso egoistic lo..dun wana help her..he himself bcome shag too..then the woman bought a vibrator...n used tat..husband know le..stun lo..n said " Even a vibrator has become more useful than a real life man..wtf is this?.." lame si wo le lo...then husband not happy go find back a grad student of his..his mistress..young pretty..studied in harvard wox...cant imagine sia...so ya...this mistress has made e husband bcome more fit n neater..another funny scene is tat e woman finali throw away her vibrator..but she put pager inside her pants lo..n she used her fone called..dOtX lo..then horx..funny thing comes here when e woman, a vice-president is having a deal n talk w sum impt ppl..when her husband called..cos he want to take tings frm e hse..but she changed e lock..then horx..pager vibrate lar...then horx...she start to feel high lo...it's like damn funny de lo..somemore not once but alot of times cos her husband cant find e thing he wan..reali funny lo..anywe woman went ard having sex w guys to solve her probs..but stil cant solve...she even have sex w a lesbian lo..wth..but finali...got this pool guy larx ..initially advertise e pool lo..then this woman approach him wan to buy 1st..then e guy suggested going over to his hse to see e pool 1st b4 buying..n WOA.....it's damn damn preety lo...like fake like tat....can play one..jux like e one in cck de swimming pool kind..but even prettier n higher..anyw this pool guy n woman got together lo..inside e pool mahx..so erm erm erm got things happen larx.. u think lahx..then horx back to e husband..(ex-husband to be exact..)he saw e mistress' father..n e father like very grateful tat he teaches his daughter well n tank him alot..then e husband like so paiseh..imagine tat u did sth bad to yr daughter n yet u received positive comments frm her father..WOa.... anyw he decided to break up w the gal n went back to her wife...BUT e wife enjoyed e pool guy's company n he's e one who "cured" her..so she din agree lo...n went off w e pool guy..lol~

FRIDAY......27thOct'06
oh ya...cut hair in e late morning..refreshing sia..initially not soooo short dex..haha..then i say..aiya cut lahx cut lahx...ll grow de...after some rounds of thinkins n confirmation frm e chio hairdresser...i cut my hair till short..quite refreshing sia...n many of e comments are...woa...neater sia...dOtX..does tat mean tat last time i very the la ta?....hmm.....wu suo wei larx..lol~but ever since sec sch, i ve nOt cut my hair tat short le lo..haha...
went holland v de TCC to study w ice n aki..eh to be exact studying in a leisure way bax..haha..
then in e evening aki left le..waiting for ice de ks to come..bUt he blur blur de..landed in her hse instead of holland v..so we went hm lo..eh haven say yet..we changed alot of venues THEN settle on TCC de lo..dOtX sia..initially at burger king where aki wait for us..(aircon nOt strong)then starbucks(outside seats, abit warm) then coffee club(too dim) finally TCC lo..ok la..3 only..bUt still horx..erm...Hmmmmm...haha
then nite time go meet jo for dinner..met yap too..grown taller sia..long time no see him le..haha..matured abit le too....haha...but still alot of crap..haha..then me n jo go S&K shop 1st then go eat mac(to be exact it's me only cos she ate b4 le)..i bought a cap n shoes..gee..... at mac met chan n shilan's frend..very cute..tease her abit..haha..then talked w jo till alittle late..then went hm le..

SATURDAY.....28thOct'06
EARLY in e morning go for meeting..sian sia...alot of things..played ard..haha...did aLITTLE bit of gardening n go qia's hse watched gay show..haha..then went holland v again...initially want to go pubbing dex...but toooo many ppl le lo..soooo many ppl...so finally go essential brew lo..sit down play cards n talked lotsa things..till 1+++ then take night-rider hm...eh..of cos doesnt reach my hse lahx..gota walk..then saw a cool bike under my blk..took a pic of it..cool sia...=P
slept ard 4plus...

SUNDAY..........29thOct'06

ll update again.....gee...

2006-10-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

gOt aLoT of things in mind....duno wan to start frm where ehx....haix...

feeling is weird these days...dun understand myself tooo.....haix...

dun understand why i cant slp dese days too...it's like 4am of 5am in e EARLY morning..i m stiLL awake lo...in e end....i force myself to slp..BUT lying on e bed...i toss n turn...till duno wat time then go slp..haix... duno wat's with me these days man... AND HORX...i stay up horx...aso din study lo...wth man...stay up n stone?read comics?go online?.....wtf...

come to stoning....i dun now why i bcome quite emo dese days....pesstimistic tooo... waiting for bus can suddenly thinka of wat ll become of me when i die?where ll i go?....or even.....wat ll happen if my mum suddenly leave me?....or who ll i go to when i had problems?..who to trust?.....who shld i approach?..how ll i know if he/she's the right person?..can i jux put complete faith n trust in 1 person or...wat???.....
...alot of qns jux raced thru my mind....duno why too....hAiX....

thinka the pace is alittle too fast for me to catch up man...dun understand myself aso...how can expect ppl to understand u?..i duno lahx...haix....

got afew events to update....mayb later bax...sianzzzz....

2006-10-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

seemed alot to update ehx...haha...all bcos i m sick...haix....
生病的滋味真不好。。。不懂为什么我就是想用华文子写出我的感觉 ..... =P

我想我被人他说中了吧。。。
我生病的原因是：其一：这几晚，我都没睡好。。其实是迟睡吧！！不是上网聊天，玩游戏，就是追看"宫”。当然没早睡啦！！其二：最近的心情很不好，一直很想找人来扁。。所以呢健康就每况愈下了咯!!!。。。。。哎。。希望我能快点复原哦！！=]

迟些些，再把照片放上网吧！。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。=]

2006-10-10T01:12:00.000+08:00

Presenting to u..the NEW tour-guide......ICE POH!!!

and me...the 2nd nEw tour-guide..=]

Ice n Joe posing...

Zoooming in to Joe..Joe = Jendela?? Oopx..=P

Joe and Bryant showing how beautiful lanterns can be at the eve of Mid-Autumn..=P

2006-10-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

Farewell dinner for Patricia at Sakae Sushi at Funan IT..*actually dun understand why we have to go dere for sushi..weird*

me joe n ice...in front of artistic pieces...

on e left actually showed a person carrying a baby...

ice n me by the lift...*ice suggested one!!*=X

Joe kana "forced" by us to take the photo...posing sia...=P

2006-10-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

such a nice piece of cheesy-bites is changed into a more snowy piece.. Guess who's the new chef to e new invention of putting more cheese to the cheesy-bites? ..who is as "crazy to cheese" as her?.... it's none other than ..........................................................
ICE POH!!!!!!!....pouring soooooo happily...... till she sian diaox le...haha...

2006-10-02T12:37:00.000+08:00

Celebrating Mid-Autmun Festival at Hong Kah North CC there....1st time carrying lanterns..n carry 9 lanterns at a go ehx...pro sia..lol.....iNtErEsTiNg..=)

2006-10-02T12:32:00.000+08:00

lotsa ppl watching Forfidden City.... great show...=) went with yuxin n lini...someone even treated us cafe cartel wox...haha...

2006-10-02T12:16:00.000+08:00

Top picture on e left is chan n me... got ppl say we r sisters... INDEED we are ehx...BUT not by blood lahx..haha
Bottom picture shows chan...frm her face expression, one can see tat she's quite happy sia despite e pain in her foot...mayb cos got me?...=P

2006-10-02T11:54:00.000+08:00

Held in NACLI...me n chan went for a BINGO games workshop...
Below are photos tat requires us to build the highest "tower" using balloons...
chan's e highest...followed by me...if time permits horx..i sure ll be higher de..haha=P

2006-10-02T11:51:00.000+08:00

"MSN-ing" in lectures.. IN THE END... use webcam...
Pic showed ICE holding webcam....we all quite lame horx?...=P

2006-10-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

Disgusting food eaten by my kid.... haha...

top picture is b4 finishing....
bottom picture is after finishing e food...

P.S to be exact the red thingy is tomato sauce....

2006-09-17T00:22:00.001+08:00

boo.....jux got some gan yan to make..haha...

saw a mother n daughter in e mrt today when going hm...it's like e kid was sobbing cos she couldnt get her thing tat day..then her mother in a very duno how to describe way(only can feel lahx) teach e kid lo...it's like explaining to her e whole situation kind..then eventually e kid din cry le... it's like...my first reaction is........WOW.....how i wish i can be like her man...e feeling at tt pt of time is undescribeable man....=)

haix...how can a kid pass her psle when she dun even wan to help herself in e first place?... suan le...dun feel like writing out much details...

*sk JCCX* : 1) Mothers are wonderful. 2) How do you expect ppl to help you if u dun wan to help yourself?

2006-09-16T03:28:00.000+08:00

this is the few pieces of my kid's drawing... hmm... quite good eh... =)

thinka he's quite good in art eh...hope he can do well in psle exams aso wox....

2006-09-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

hmm....felt like writing lo...tat's y i m here...haha....

hmmm today jux heard some stunned news lo...hmmm....eh...mayb i too wat le lo...but i dun think i will do tat myself...ya......BUT BUT BUT i wun despise ppl lahx...jux tat as long u know how to protect yrself can le....

*sk JCCX*: As long as you know what you are doing, you need not bother/care about other people's point of view. =)

2006-09-14T01:35:00.000+08:00

having a mixture of feelings now...happy yet frustrated...

let's talk bout frustrated one first then happy....heard some "negative" feedback frm my frend... to be exact...is thru 3rd party kind...i dun exactly know e contents so i cant be exactly sure wat's going on... BUT if u let me hear tings BEHIND my back...i wun forgive u all man...or maybe..i will have a different impression/attitude towards u all...
to be exact i cant be bothered by u all...cos wat's e use of making my life miserable by changing myself?...hello?....THIS IS ME!!!! if reasonable feedback n said IN FRONT of me..i will jolly well change it...IF BEHIND ME ........................................................................................

haix....seemed like 'u' are absolutely right man....i shouldnt believe in ppl easily...BUT why must life be like dis?....suspecting ppl kind?....cos u wun know who's good or bad eh...thanx to u my great dear frend who had alwax "enlightened" me..haha... thinka i heck le lo...say jiu say bax.... WO WU SUO WEI....but u ll leave a bad image in my memory...

so much so for e not happy things... for some HAPPY things is horx...wahahaha...girls' night is FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...without e guys tagging along...SOOOOOOO much fun lo... haha....initially ice wy xiao mei(cy) n i go to holland v de essential to drink n poker...cy n wy learned how to play bridge..haha...
after tat xiao mei need to go hm early..then i STILL dun wan lo..wy ice aso... so we go clementi de k-box n SING-K!!!!!!! so fun n gao xiao lo....e MOST CRAZY k i ve ever gone...haha... soooo HIGH lo......love ya two man.....haha....

2006-09-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

having a mixture of feelings now...happy yet frustrated...

let's talk bout frustrated one first then happy....heard some "negative" feedback frm my frend... to be exact...is thru 3rd party kind...i dun exactly know e contents so i cant be exactly sure wat's going on... BUT if u let me hear tings BEHIND my back...i wun forgive u all man...or maybe..i will have a different impression/attitude towards u all...
to be exact i cant be bothered by u all...cos wat's e use of making my life miserable by changing myself?...hello?....THIS IS ME!!!! if reasonable feedback n said IN FRONT of me..i will jolly well change it...IF BEHIND ME........................................................................................

haix....seemed like 'u' are absolutely right man....i shouldnt believe in ppl easily...BUT why must life be like dis?....suspecting ppl kind?....cos u wun know who's good or bad eh...thanx to u my great dear frend who had alwax "enlightened" me..haha... thinka i heck le lo...say jiu say bax.... WO WU SUO WEI....but u ll leave a bad image in my memory...

so much so for e not happy things... for some HAPPY things is horx...wahahaha...girls' night is FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...without e guys tagging along...SOOOOOOO much fun lo... haha....initially ice wy xiao mei(cy) n i go to holland v de essential to drink n poker...cy n wy learned how to play bridge..haha...
after tat xiao mei need to go hm early..then i STILL dun wan lo..wy ice aso... so we go clementi de k-box n SING-K!!!!!!! so fun n gao xiao lo....e MOST CRAZY k i ve ever gone...haha... soooo HIGH lo......love ya two man.....haha....